sunday blues

i'm sick of staying at home rotting the whole beautiful sunday off.i should be somewhere,out with friends or mates,enjoying and soaking into the sunday crowd,not staying at home with my laptop,surfing aimlessly on useless forums and social-networking sites.Its perpetually happening ever since the start of semester.and arghhhhhhh,i can't stand it.
next week please..next week gotta go out,someone please ask me out.report can wait.anyway,its a die die situation.
and MSTs are bullcrap,so many chapters.ARGH

and this is good material for greg poi.seriously gud shit

fallen

caught it yesterday night with the usual people.kim's bag was a very valuable asset.
the movie was very action-packed,alot of moving graphics,and the projections of the machines were damn good,like nobody could have done better than him,Spielberg.Halfway,the movie got me sucked back into the astronomy lecture that i been thru during ubin camp and how the stars showed the way.Astronomy is a really cool thing,provided that it was at the right time and right place,and right atmosphere,but of course!
And Fox was pretty hot,and i find it very over-rated like super when the whole crowd in the cinema cheered when there was an opening scene of her in tight shorts.okay,maybe thats pretty hot,but the other scenes were still okay i guess.But i like the way she handled her stuffs and her personal life,and the tattoos she has on her.
The way she communicated with Sam in the movie was lovely.How she managed to entrust so much faith into Sam when he gone to uni and the belief Sam has for their lives.=OAnd this somehow convinced me that belief was/is very impt aspect of a relationship and that i could believe in what i thought is true all along as long as i hold on to it.but well,afterall,its a film,i guess reailty checks do shoot people down.

oh and i saw mr idol c-1 rower and lackky at the ticketing booths at gv grand

对一个人的感情能维持多久？

谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后

when we were young

the picnic was great,very enjoyable.there were so much food that i thought there wasnt enough at first.its been so long since so many of us could go out together like this,if i remembered correctly,the last one was class bbq or something.Surprisingly enough,time don't fly that fast when i am with these guys.They make life so much simpler,so much more easy to understand and so much hassle-free,like you could speak your mind or anything and nobody really puts it to heart.
I know i have been saying this for quite some time now,but i really want to spend more of my fraction of my time with these guys or those around me,i miss going out in fours,having meals together,going to the zoo or sentosa or whatever i could be.and the more time i spend with them,the more i think about how i could have used up my other times in a more "friend,go out"manner.
I took some of my time,to speak to some of them,more specifically,most of the guys.Nothing much really changed,eugene's still the same guy since he got into college,poon is still mr.joker.brian's still getting made fun of,mitchell is still mrbigguy,jw and glen are still idiotic as always,ivan's still the same as ever.and i guess i'm still waterboy;)
well,photos will be up when they are on FB i guess.

Home Alone

Parents and brother are have gone to Port Dickson for a short getaway this weekend,leaving me at home,alone.

I would have gone if not for IWF.
and i don't really like IWF.inaccessible location,lack of showering facilities,its not even a venue meant for sprints competition.Its more like a way for SP to show off its fleet of boats and to promote water awareness,and to get everybody leading an active lifestyle.seriously,i despise it.i never liked the glare from the public whenever i carry my C-1 in Mac or whatsoever,at least,Mac is not so bad.The joggers and people who frequent the route along paddle lodge have at least an idea of what sprint canoeing about.The general public will most probably have no idea of the difference between a kayak and an open top canoe,must less appreciate C-1s,but i probably presume that they will most probably be awed when they see that a boat could still travel straight when its paddled on only one side.
I'm not trying to say that i'm a C-1 pro,or whatsoever,pros probably don't care much about these.Its probably the lack of publicity of canoeing.Dragonboating,though more commonly recognised,is still a fresh sports in local context,much less canoeing.

Oh wells,enough of rants,i'm just trying to say a simple point.Maybe people nowadays are too ignorant of other things besides their own life.And i do agree with my lecturer saying that locals are selfish lots,which only care about their own backyards' cleanliness and heck care about the environment.I think its very sad.If only i had the time to care,i would.Maybe,i have the time,but i just didn't grab the chance.But i can safely say that i am doing my part by recycling milk cartons,every that i drink.

hai,its sad,but what can give way to industralisation and economic wealth.which is more important nowadays?Time for more Nat Geo mags and Times Magazines.......

you look so beautiful today

damn!my bills exploded for this month.and i can't imagine the exorbitant bills M1 charges.gonna change subscriber soon.damnit.didn't know outgoing calls could result in so much charges.i thought they had some free XX mins outgoing..cheesepie.

and i thought about some things over training again today.damn.what should i do when i meet such people in the workforce next time.its somehow inevitable..maybe i should just guailan back.and in order to do this,i gotta have the balls.and thats what deters me from so many things in life at the moment...

damn tired today.and i gotta think of how to settle the newater report fast...before i continue on mol bio.

分开是一种解脱 让你好好的想过
我想要的那片天空 你是不是能够给我

Up!

i'm so gonna catch this next.it seems cute,and interesting and wacky.
i lazed around the house the whole day.procrastinated again.lazed.MUST!STOP!NOW!gotta get back to work,and i have this feeling that i won't do well this time round,cause i have this feeling that i don't know a thing since semester started,all i remember was training and having fun.JIALAT!
and i wanna eat so many things at the moment,i'm gonna have buffet steamboat after IWF,astons again!and probably have all the ji pa i like....and one more thing,i want a BBQ!
i remember having so many bbqs with 2/3 before poly term starts,its so damn fun,now looking back.and i seriously wanna get my hands on some food,raw,like cave-men style=)

and i haven't since wynn and clique for ages,and when i meet them,i'm gonna hoot.i mean hoot shoes,not glen aye.definitely not GL.

i won't touch alcohol for a month.all these hangovers and whatever shit is dragging down my days.i guess i had enough of nightlife for the time being.

had astons just now,promise broken again.damn!all thanks to the carrot cake i had last wednesday.then things began to go downhill.

The T-bone and Porterhouse are steak cuts of beef. They consist of a T-shaped bone with meat on each side. The larger side contains meat from the strip loin, whereas the smaller side contains the tenderloin. Porterhouse steaks are cut from the rear end of the short loin and contain a much larger section of the tenderloin. T-bone steaks are cut from further forward in the short loin and contain a comparatively smaller section of the tenderloin.

got this from wiki.
so,a porterhouse is essentially a t-bone steak.
i can sense another aston's outing soon,with one of the cliques....

saga

had been sleeping rather late the past few days.leaving home early in the morning for training and coming back late in the night.had reluctantly,and also under tired conditions,managed to skip a day's training and to give my body time to rest from the 5 days of continuous trainings.

class outing today,the day passed rather quick.met them at 11 plus,had a fucking waste time tour around newwater plant.and i only managed to take 2 of their nicely bottled water off the free for all racks.bbq was rather incomplete without chicken wings.but had a great time overall.all thanks to "all wave to the god".i think i have a great class.although we all understand that everyone else has their own personal commitment etc,however,we still manage to fit some time into our busy schedule for the sake of the CLASS.indefinitely,this is something way different from sec school days.everyone understands this fact,except me.Of which i admit that i still think like how i am in sec sch days.well probably this is a good thing,or a bad thing..

也許愛越單純越著迷

was at sheng shiong today when the radio suddenly played fan wei qi's shi fei ti.i first came across it few years back,since i switched to my ipod,i lost this song.i think rather few people knows that i have a thing with chinese songs,esp those by these female singers.

suck balls,damn effing tired.3 trainings in a day.WOOTS!started out with morning row,then afternoon senior's gym and then junior training.i can safely say that this is the most amount of time i spent for training in so long...and there's still more to come...lai eh one more week!
perspired so much that i can fill a bucket full of my sweat.seriously.i think i'm gonna get dehydrated.

wednesday double row...can get high man,better than morning erections and nocturnal emissions.=D

假期的的一天，我就干觉到时间不够用了。
只是过了一天罢了，但是给我一种似乎是一个礼拜的感觉。
haii.每天不是training,就是满脑袋想着一些得不到的动西。.(daydream)
training了那么多，身体应该是累的，但是累 的感觉已经不存在了。反而，现在若一天不train,身体怪怪的。也许，自我麻醉是最好的办法吧。就不要去想那么多。

sunday afternoon

saturday is gonna become a tiring day,got really burnt yesterday.all thanks to those freaking year 1s.although there were joy in seeing them able to balance the boats etc.but the conclusion is still:they are wasting my precious time.could have done more productive things.
the weather is very hot these days.just have to tong.2 more weeks.

training training training training training.i wonder how long this feeling can last.the feeling of gliding and pulling long hard and seeing the vessel glide along the water.seeing the ripples created along the side of the boat and looking and giving your full concentration on overtaking the others beside you.i just wonder...

i find speaking to an chun very relaxing.he's able to somehow comfort others with his words and whenever i see him,he has got this tinge of maturity.haha,and then i told myself,maybe cos he's from the east.jiayou buddy!

一幕椎心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息

TGIF

wynn just got this pair this afternoon.and then he asked me,jh,when's your turn to get a pair.everyone of us has a pair of vans already....

training today.touched water like after so long?haha
plan was short and killing.i think i needed to be more serious.still havent pushed myself to limit yet.probably due to the wind and strokes.
and yes,i managed to correct maybe like 40% of the stroke since i changed to the new paddle.
pullups!man,its tiring,but 10 sets of twelve passed quite fast,i thought i would take like never-ending to finish.but it just proceeded like nothing.2 mins,up the bar,rest 2 mins,then chiong next set.wahlao.,epic sia.but still trying to figure out how to do muscle-up.soon!soon i assure you guys..i promise you tiger.i let you scratch my ass when i can do this.

the sun rays of macritchie are very pretty in the late afternoon.

guitar hero today was fun.thanks guys.for the recommendation.
and the middle was playing on repeat on the bus just now