citylink was great,heeren too.
thanks guys
and the ta paos too

getaway this wkend,returning to work on wednesday.finally a short break..and this time round,no worries.yes!

heck care about relationships..yes!

first day at work.really fun...but maybe i worried too much.
bad customer service started kicking in when the stomach became too hungry.must buck up on that and my product knowledge.

so siannnnn..and very tired too.
tmr's citilink,who wanna look for me=D

yes,im free from job trgs

have made lots of frens from this experience.
and i suppose i will make more frens in the future.i am truly looking forward to working man.its so cool being in store and learning things hand on.

i needa bulk up,if notall my colleaugues are so much larger sized.and not to talk about the forbidden party tank.ppl's gonna laugh lar
thats why.
i lurve my classmates=D

today is fucking hot and humid

i sweat really easily.

wads worst than being obsessed with a fucking girl.fuck it man.

i am fucking shack.
red camp's been fun and its all over now.
see la,call you enthu on first day dont want,last day enthu alil then over liao.
no more glances of the fucking cute and short and hot girl.wahlan eh.

red camp's good and now i guess we all are hooked onto NP.
the dj's pretty cool yesterday
and i did learn some things.looks decieves,especially in places like polys.and learnt to laugh it off.

there's so many garang looking ppl in ngee ann and some of them end up being very friendly.
and there's so many similar looking ppl in the world lar.

unhappy things i shan't talk about.thinking bout it will only make things worst.the more you think,the worse it gets.

okay,first day
not too bad,but i think tmr will be better cos we are visiting school of life scis and stuff,and thats the gist that im looking forward to and maybe the mass dance.
who cares man,im gonna dance and cheer tmr,i wont care how others may think already.in the end,its still my problem.

and i know im tad quite today,but thats because i didnt voice anything out,and that seems very loser..i admit.

tomorrow will be better=D

well
gotten into NUM
looks like they doesnt give CPF.cheyy,bankbook was only for pay,so i suppose all my money earned gonna be filtered to my joint account?

so i guess its better to expose myself to the boss?or was he merely trying to hook us up onto a passing fashion statement?
whatever the reason,i've got a job xP.

plush,ploosh,wadever.i need to find the location.

well,pretty good day indeed.
the interview was indeed shittish,worst than the first one.i suppose the boss was portraying a bossy look,if not why he acted so seriously and daoly.
colin is so much better but anyway,this time is serious business.

i guess i exposed my weakness to the boss.which isnt very good btw,cause i feel that i lack self-confidence and a easy pushover..maybe he would rather choose someone who is not as articulated and not as self-disciplined over someone who cant bear the force of his weight..

and bbq was as expected,its inevitabley bound to have tweets that dont do things and slack and just eat stuff that you cook,so chill ppl.
having been a tweet once,i decided to help others and hey its so much better than staying there and just slacking ard,anyway,there is nothing much i can grumble about anyway.


sometimes,you just have to receive wad life throws at you=D

i know ive been emoing for the past few posts.
things are in the first place really nothing much.its just that i viewed things on a heavier side.

life is so cycle this time round
but at least its better than school times
always walking around buying things.
things can cool down this week as im gg for camps and shits
tmr's the first ever BBQ i gonna have with my class this year!and im really excited=D

sometimes,
i feel that im just so straight
i cant keep my cool,its like after a few times of talking with ppl,my true self will start to show,then i will be the helpless fool again.invariably,i cant keep the coolness.
how to switch off man?

PUAH CHEE BYE LAR=D

oh,pictures on friendster>>>>>>
some were cocked up,some were candid shots.
bloody hell i need to learn how to smile.

pardon me for my use of vulgarities here

prom was a failure in my opinion.
i didnt even voice out wad was right or wrong on my table..FUCK the insensible toot who didnt have table manners.
it was suppose to be a glamorous night,one which held many memories of this four fucking years...
i didnt even do wad i think was RIGHT.
regret there is but wad to do?ITS OVER

homed too early IMHO..maybe i should have went with st and gang,and then i will have even more painful heels today then..
wad to do?its 24 hrs after then i vent my views here..

i do admit that i was blur,i was stunned when i stood infront of crowds.



no more japanese ramen,no more romantic enclaves at the coffee club at holland v.
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
didnt expect things to turn out this way.guess things got overwhelmed.
i guess i was too shallow to believe that frens could go out on a date.

and sorry for those viewers that got offended..

ah i feel down now
im losing the drive,im losing faith..ah,and maybe im tired....

saturday!im waiting for it.please,grant my wish!dont disappoint me further:)

right

im pretty paranoid over some things,first of all is the briefing thats gonna happen this friday
and i think its better atfer hearing that there's gonna be ppl there

well,maybe im just not used to meeting new people after having bad experiences.

i guess i shld commit myself to wad i told the NUM interviewer today,its like so fake if i just fake it.
i told him that ssales is bout making ppl understand the real use of the product


and at fcking GAP..
some shittish expatriate insulted us..damn,i shld have said a PARDON in her face man......then maybe i get a job at GAP.
i didnt even hear wad she said,maybe her day aint good.

BOOOOOOOOO!!!!11

This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind



rather old song which chnl 5 was playing recenlty in their ads.i like their tune.pretty much familiar to me after hearing this song when i realised that i had actually it in my mp3..pretty cool.

its been an ongoing issue this weekends.
maybe im just expecting too much and wanting too much from my "poor" family.
afterall its just a pair of black denim which fortunately i can get it from elsewhere.

its 2 more days though.
and i've rid of the explentives,readers .and i do disagree that explentives shld be ridden of totally.its somehow connected to life,maybe i should reduce it and not rid it.
maybe its better if i stop cursing and learn to face situations..

im so fucking pissed...
fuck the vending machine that ate my coins.
the basketball crew occupied the gym for the whole morning...maybe i shld have opened my mouth to tell them.

fuck it
now my mum tells me that she changed the dinner time..fck it
how am i gonna tell ppl like this..fuck it!

fucking popups.despite using mozilla.

saw an assortment of people around ytd..and the day before
its very coincidential even though it wasnt planned.
look singapore this just this small la..

and this wk is ending and next wk is jammed pack with activities,prom,sentosa and stuff..
and i have to save up for things and outings..damn..maybe its a good thing i didnt spend so much on clothes and stuff..

GREAT!
ACHES ALL OVER

THANKS FOR THE WORKOUT:)

first day of hols,
its bored.

gahh...restless.....
wad am i to do now..shit man

SCREW THE PHYSICS PAPER!!!!

hell,i can never get over my temper..people may think that im quiet and stuff and things like that but hell,who actually knows that inside im so fycking easily pissed,easily jealous and so fucking paranoid over small things.and my wishy washy...hell!

he may said that to kind of assure me but im thinking otherwise.this kind of thing dont have to understand too much one..its so fucking obvious...
im thinking of getting over it and forget bout my idea....nothings gonna work!
and its gonna give ppl a big shock.argh.its so ffing pissed and stuff..


and you think im so eloquent?and im so wary of how people feel?hey,im insensitive okay..and i dunno how to talk!
i guess i should get over this kind of feathery things.go for bigger thigns dude.

1)you arent able to control your temper,unlike ppl like jw who can handle thigns well and knows when to do the right stuff
2)you gotta see the big world outthere,stop daydreaming and thinking about how things will fall into place..


i believe things have changed over the years,its alot better than last time..at least i wont think so much and try to make myself over these things.....

FFFFF..