gonna school reopen alr...
lots of work havent been done..and im going for a weekend getaway somemore...aiya....
have been thinking alot these few days...alot bout my future and alot bout my past..
was reading the saf forums on sgforums...i seems like kinda brainwashed,i have been thinking wad would happen if i cant get into OCS..ppl were saying,army is just like studying...you work hard you get into OCS and get scholarship just like studying...
its depressing to be thinking so much everynite to the extent of even thinking bout stuff when youre on the bed..

some people have greatness born in them,others have greatness trusted to them.

wah,zai man..

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todae's christmas eve.....and its still drizzling till now....
had a good tym yesterday at michelle's church...and she played host really well...haha...thanks...

maybe it was a tym for me to reflect....well,maybe it was something well,but i sure felt a lot "mature"(i know its kinda weird) after the session or was it just my old thinking again...
they did some performance of somesort and i must say its great....and ya,not forgetting the tunes played by the spanish...kinda appropriate...for this tym...haha....

after such BRUTAL training,im aching all over todae....

its amazing how one's actions can bring such "wen xin" feeling to one's heart this christmas...
its just soooo touching for someone like me...
was at the local supermarket when they got one of its staff to dress up as santa.....and gave sweets to everyone who was in the store...
he may not look like one,but well,at least wads hes done may have lighted up one's lonely chirstmas day....

ahhhhhh....gg orchard later....to feel the atmosphere....
and sorry, joan if i said having steamboat for christmas eve is inappropriate.....cause i just had one...LOL...quite ironic...

suay,damn suay...

had a misadventure wif my lenses...
it dropped and gone when i was taking it out...
lucky managed to find it...gues where i found...in the guttter..
damn shit..had to remove the whole pipe underneath the basin and managed to find something greebish in color....damn it...it waas damn dirty....around it were all bits and piecesm of dirty..yucks/.....

its pouring outside...again.
monday night..

everyday,doing the same old thing at home..i want some life!

went east coast to cycle.
had an aching butt.dunno why,all the time i went,i kena an aching gluteus..

went skl to gym..very quiet during the hols,much like a ghost town...nobody goes back exept for those involved in sports training...

denn went to have botak for lunch,quite a late lunch..
the servings are damn huge..the fries are much more than the chicken and the coleslaw is huge,i think its much bigger tahn KFC's..much more worth..


i feel that my pace of life is too fast,maybe i shld just slow it down.and maybe speak to those that i meet.if not,its just effortlessly travelling..,loner...

its raining now..gonna have a realli good nite slp...
gonna cook tmr..lol.
gonna have training these days on monday to thursday..got a gurantee that i will achieve great results...lol

went sentosa on saturday...fun..i guess its the first time i went with my frens,maybe..
cause all along,i went wif my family..
very cool,didnt know i got sunburned till i reached home and my dad told me bout it..
quite like it..lol=D..got the v mark ard my neck...lol

palawan beach is so cool,next time bring a real volleyball.the 5 bucs one not eunff kick..haha...

finally,came back from camp PINNACLE..the top and the peak of all NCC camps in a cadet's life..

the feelings great,just gotta adjust to the surroundings ard me again,cause kinda lost touch wif the world outside since i entered camp..

another story..haha

Day 1
the in-processing was a small table...where a few clts gathered an...
went into the mrt and saw some guy in no.4,so guessed that he was also attending camp pin,so lucky that i met someone during the first few hours after i left home...
reached boon lay mrt at ard 0730hrs plus plus...
saw ppl in no.4 and followed them cs i dunno wad to do..lol...so ended i see i do...
follow follow follow...boarded a bus and headed to SISPEC.school of infantry specialist...another camp held here,the first was spec course 2006
memories flood back..the bunks,the beds,the cupboards..
had the fondest memories in the cookhouse,where we were fed till fat fat...
5 meals a day
had a briefing from warrant teo,the conducting officer for this camp

den did SOC,so damn cool..but didnt get to try some like the jacob's ladder,also at the same time enjoyed myself..felt kinda uneasy cs very diff to complete it in 10 mins together wif a 600m and 800m run...den had

was posted to scorpio 1..i think its the most enjoyable platoon in my NCC camps..

Day 2
went for IMAX show at SDC,great.felt alil dizzy after the show,must be the 3-D effects..
nothing much,except for the generating of the ideas of camp pin nite...
clt winston tot of the dance and it was kinda uneasy and unsure.den clt jw added "top of the world" to it,and the result was great....
lots of ppl didnt realli like the idea of dancing on a stage at first,but after much persuading,they accpeted and they did well...it all llook kinda magnificent wif 30 odd ppl in a v formation,dancing...lol...
and ya,we have a tour of SISPEC too on the second day,the PTIs were some darn fit..

Day 3
the air force school and took a ride on charlie130....not realli that enjoyable,nothing much,very warm all around and squeezy...
but 1 thing good was the food around air force school,they served great western food..
den,had camp pin nite practice during the nite....did a mini rehearsal to both the company...found out that the dance was actually quite simple.=D..
did practice on the roadside...
and there was this guy who an along and came to our site and told us that we looked like idiots...and he himself was like boucing ard..lol....

Day 4
went to NDU at sembawang camp..long ride...theperformance by the basic diving course ppl were so cool...and the combat divers..that even betta....they had this oxygen recycling machine,where they used to breathe...
and the food,western again...damn lucky..
there's this guy who told me,everyday we went,we got to eat western food everday..
and there was ice-cream after lunch somemore...lol
and went off to changi naval base...the best place in the whole camp.
the landing berth was so serene,and the waters so calm..and wait till you get into the frigates....
damn nice...den we had goodie bags...went ard the whole place and had a ride on one of the boats....
camp pin nite was great....loved it..

Day 5
there's always a time for fun and for leave.
everyone was like wanting to go home..and in some way i was kinda "bu she de" the camp,and the clts too....

feels weird to have short hair.
got my hair cut,just for the sake of camp pin..
wooh...dunno wad to blog bout
quite anticipate camp pin..heng not gg some tiring camp....tts the last thing on my list man....

jason,enjoy obs

ok,went to watch happy feet wif ivan and company ytd.
a rather good show i show say.,much better than finding nemo...^^

dunno isit warnerbros and pixar's difference but i personally felt that,though both are american comms,warnerbros really gave a meaning to there show,not just plain cartoon..or maybe it isnt...lol
maybe this movie's impact is stronger to me than others.

its speaks of a young penguin which was born lateer than the rest and was kinda deformed in the penguin world csit cant skip properly like them...

den,its society did not accept it initially and tot that it must be banished.
their source of fish are declining and they sing to their supposedly "gods",but in fact its the human's fault as they overfished...well,den this young penguin insisted and went out to look for the reason....

very ncie and cute penguin.lol.