im going emo.
shit you guys.damnit!

ok,went back to RV today,overall it was a bad experience.met quite afew people,and i almost cldnt recognise some of them.as usual,those from 6B were there to see ms lye.

ok,kena li siao by some lil buggers from sec 2,damnit.how can i be laughed at,shit it.it all began from that perak trip.

kena bugged by my fellow buggers,being called a pussy,being called a hum ji.all that runs into me.shit!
how can i not accomplish it.its so simple.damn that pressure!

damn bored...
had practicals,abit screwed though overall its manageable..heng ah this time round pracs all ok..hope Os will be the same too.

i need motivation..

if only practising can help me as much as it help others.
there's nothing stopping me,just this hurdle further down the track.

i need to stop thinking so much,it kills cells and waste time.
if things are going this way,let it be.why give it so much consideration.
it'd be good if i havent started all this mess!

i guess i took things too seriously..so chill man!relax and you have a long long long long long long long long long long way to go.so =D=D=D=D

im sick.ahh.again!
chem practical.okay.just alil worried about the xtension qn.

now my right hands has 2 wounds.

tmr's physics.damn still got bio lessons after..maybe its a good thing..or it may be a blessing in disguise,afterall its only 1 month or so more before school ends..and we may not have the chance to sit as a class again.

gonna collect the tees tmr.supplier printed wrongly.shit.

can you believe it,its actually this near.
and its a long way down man next year,courses gonna begin in july..woohoo..that means a hell lot of holidays man.gonna work my days off..

somehow,things just doesnt feel right.

been thinking alot about the time after Os these few days...
things that i will be doing,prom,chalets,so many...
if only its been closer..but yea,being closer means earlier Os..sort of contradictory.
are we gonna keep in contact after Os,is history gonna repeat itself.maybe with a larger force.

too bored now,cant study for english.feeling kind of sickly these few days..waking up in the morning feeling so damn hungry.

ahh.so many things to consider.i feel so fed up.so emo..i feel so free..that feeling,its rare,its like when you talk to someone and everything just feel released..all the trouble,the worries,its like everything flew out...i havent had this fluency to talk about anytime without even worrying and stuff...its been a long time.......

commitment
no hair
no luxuries
no time for fish
no time for finding girlfriend

haiz.

super paiseh...how can forget to get nric back from oral invigilators one...lol
.shit.

i have this long,i mean the time during the night.how to fully ultilise it fully..its always maths..practising maths.almost all the time..if i dont get A hor,its a waste of time,and i have a premonition for that..

nvm...
and i heard something very meaningful today.
ppl shldnt follow herd instinct.
you know when alot of ppl hates someone.you shldnt follow them hating..this just sucks.
just let it be and remain.
and when you feel that that person did something very wrong,go ahead and hate that person..but with no influeneces from ppl ard you...you know,if you cant beat them.join them...lol

but its up to individual la.

一个不能说的秘密。
went to catch the movie today.very touching.saw alot of people at grand cathay too.though the story abit mysterious and twisty.but i like the way he express himself in this movie.a far cry from the silent days in initial D,where he uses his eyes to tell the story.and he plays the piano so well..
是一个分隔了20年的亲侣.因为一首音乐曲子而被解散。
the piece of music called secret was able to transform and bring them thru times..it was when she played it,that she was able to meet jay who had came into the piano room cause he heard someone playing.
their relationship was great,i mean who doesnt wish to have that kind.she's from the past and only jay was able to see her.so it was very sad.and there was apart when jay danced by himself,its so sad.and when he thought about it.he was really broken..

and he was furiously searching for her cause she was from the past and she was always absent from the class...

aiya dont talk alr,very saddening.
went to walk.of course la,where gt ppl watch finish movie then go home straight one.
had dinner at suntec
and bused home.

knn...today was so emotional..and i was damn dl....and sometimes ppl dl wont express out one...

spent the morning looking for tee printers...and everyone of the guys were kind of pissed.....maybe due to the exposure to the CO produced by the printers at the last floor of queensway...damn smelly,worse than cigarette smoke....
people were depressed,some were emo.shit
why queensway no place to sit one..

humans are intelligent creatures..they are able to sense their surroundings and changes that affect them..and adapt to suit new changes...and i believe in yellow ribbon.that all shld have a chance..why not allow time to make changes..and follow suit,instead of gna gna lai..and force it thru....knn,creating so much emoism..machiam some emotional war happening in me..fuck.

i believe he sensed wad i was trying to do..and aft trying i think that the role doesnt suit me....but that doesnt means that i wont do it again...maybe today havent gone to that extent of such an asshole.

1 wk of holidays.wad can i squeeze out..
think i will spend alot on the com again..
and when school opens,i think cfm got alot of assesments to do..prelims so near alr..and still got 2 more months to actual.let me do the counting down..


With the Lights out it's less dangerous
Here we are now entertain us

i guess all of us are the same..since we are human beings aka homo sapiens.we all feel the same way towards something or anything.and we are by nature,desperate.who doesnt,they just dont express it out.and when they feel so,are you physically with them to experince it..a big no!
sometimes,we regard small things as v impt but they turn out to be superficial..thinking too much..zhuan4 niu2 jiao3 jian1.i am very guilty of that...maybe thats why there's always things bothering me..



He was always giving her attention
Working hard to buy the things she mentioned
He was dedicated
By most suckers hated
That girl was fine
But she didn’t appreciate him

She calls him up
She’s tripping on the phone now
He had to get up
And he ain’t comin' home now
He’s tryin' to forget her
That’s how we come with him
When he first met her
When they first got together

another wk of terror.how long can i last.hah
ytd was great.had durians and stuff.gonna take the train to school these wk,at least till next wk.cause my dad's gonna be overseas.

yes!national day is 2 days from now.finnaly antoher rest..yesss..and im gonna enjoy.

have been thinking about me being straight.eugene told me to just be myself,i feel so stupid being like that.i think im gonna get conned la..shit

such a sad day.

had sports carnival today..nothing much..just slacking around.
and while we were leaving,people were crowding around the captain ball area..so wth,hamster dead and so many ppl emo for wad sia..only the owner emo can alr..

den,went to play bball at west coast cc...damn hot,and i havent recovered from flu yet...runny nose all day long.....ahhhh

den heard abt the syafiq news..haiz...a person become like that..aiyoh