Tuesday, April 29, 2008

ahhhh.
i am studying almost the same syllabus as my JC counterparts..all those cell bio,those fats and carbo molecules,they all sound so familiar.

anyway,still coping well despite not having tests.which i think can kill.i dont even know my pace and whetehr i am on the right track.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

this is just great!

dim sums

Friday, April 25, 2008

Warren was on his last question of his maths tutorial when he was driven by surprised by the incessant noise make by the creaking of the key into the keyhole.
a tall figure emerged from the door,carrying a stack of mail.he removed his boots and came walking towards warren.
Immediately,his brother came popping out of the masterbedroom and tried to put a good boy look by asking his dad how his day went.
usual complaints of his brother being hooked on the computer came from his mum in the bathroom,whom was busy washing the clothes.
warren knew yet another episode was gonna unfold right infront of his eyes.he braced himself for the worst.

a slap landed on his brother's neck,following by numerous screamings of"why do you keep playing the computer!"
the hittings grew harder until the unrepentant boy teared and pleaded for mercy with grunts and ouches.

To Warren,this was an almost weekly scene.he thought he had the best family in the world,after hearing from friends whom had parents quarelling and breaking apart.he thought..eh,isnt my family peaceful?until this ordeal came.
he grew used to it soon after and as a matter of fact,ignored most of the time.but the angst and he couldnt bear to see such things happening always struck him hard.


he slowly retreated back into his room,and lied on his bed.
looking up onto the ceiling,he saw the usual circular lamptube shining brighter against the white washed background.he often stared at it,long enough to make him him dizzy but he felt that this was way better than looking at the plain white ceilings.
he took a deep breath.and closed his eyes shut..

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.



test here!
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

so near yet so far.

stress bodoh!i am so afraid of forwarding my modules.
M ling was saying,3 years not enough.still want more?
at least some contrast against all the mugging of chye sun.

and cell bio is BAD!one is a monstrous teacher,the other has problems with her pronounciation.
luckily it TGIF after A.yuen's lessons on Fday!

looking forward to start of CCA!
gonna get the tan and put my mental abilities to the test!

i miss secondary school and jc terribly!

Sunday, April 20, 2008

an update.

nothing much happened,just that i'm pretty stressed up,both by school and at work
and school is okay.just that alot of notes to be printed.as in ALOT.

work last friday at vivo was great,got to meet and know more about the people there.


And the words that you fear will always be
The words you hear

Thursday, April 17, 2008

jiahong's gonna become a freaking mugger!!!!!

and officially since school started,he has hated the most number of teachers in his life!
i wonder why i took this course in the first place,and now that i've taken it,no choice but to bloody go thru this torture for 3 years.and how i envy all my other friends who gets to enjoy at least their first year in other courses.
WHY MUST IT BE SUCH A BAD START!

Monday, April 14, 2008

yes! i decided,i'm going cut my freaking hair and get it to regrow into something decent.
all over again,a brand new start!
and i should lay down some things and study hard and concentrate hard on my dream CCA.

Friday, April 11, 2008

Why did I say all those things before? I was sure.


went out with 1t28 today.
as usual went to far east.this time at KFC.AGAIN!!!!
i'm trying to wear myself off fastfood and there i am loading sausage mcmuffins for breakfasts and long john silvers for lunch.omgomomgmgomgomg.cannot!
and its so..(indescribable).
its like after so long,people actually remembers you and treat it as if nothing happened in the past 2 months.gosh..i feel so blessed to have them as friends.
and my g3y partner...nigella quek.
next time must go out again!i will save my 2nd wk of my term holidays for you..haha
and its great to meet you guys again.
and as always..orchard always has so many ah lians..can see until fill.haha

i dont know why..i've been missing JC life.and i was thinking so much these few days why i dint go into CJ?maybe its better or for worst.but somehow,the choice is made la.
if i got into CJ,what will happen to my urbanmale job?how will i react to my new friends?how will i think of my past times with those at CJ?and will i continue canoe?
its so..arghhhh..,......

Thursday, April 10, 2008

There is one thing I can never give you,
My heart will never be your home.


Face flushed and heart racing,Warren mustered up his courage and manage to give a slight tap on the girl's shoulder.
a familiar face turned around and greeted him with utmost expectancy,though he still can't get over the shock.
"em,hi jaslyn"
"er,hi"
"would you mind having dinner together,just a quick one.maybe we could have a short chat too and see how things got on"
"em...i'm not sure.can i get back to you later?"
"okay,can"
without any word,the pair of cute eyes shifted positions and she went away,in the direction of the accessory shop right down the corner.
Warren hadnt got time to react and all he could do was standing away,stoning on the answer she gave to him.
the next few minutes was spent looking aimlessly around his shop's compound,not knowing what's gonna happen.
and then,he felt a sudden vibration in his berms and fished out his phone to take a look.
"i'm sorry but i have an appointment later on with Berra.can we like meet again some other day?"
it was yet another disappointment he grew used to.so he typed a quick OK reply and placed his heart back to work.he never had much faith in things thereafter that day.and going home was always a chore to him.he could stand living in this torn up family.
Now,he hoped that work wouldnt end so early as it means that he have to watch yet another tragedy unfold right at the sanctity of his own home.

Sunday, April 06, 2008

i think that i ask the weirdest questions at the wrong timings.
and i think that i like to ask strange and stupid questions that many people cannot answer unless they are lame enough to cope with my neverending flow of stupid questions.

like how i asked my mum about how she met my dad during dinner at long beach just now.
lol,i was in the middle of polishing up my chilli crab when i asked it.and now that i think of it,its so weird.

okay nevermind.i think i am thinking too much again:)

Thursday, April 03, 2008

another wonderful day.haiz
weather was bad today.rained so heavily in the evening,good thing i wasnt in a rush.
orientation tmr,wonder how things will go....and all those games.haiya..

and ks was very high today at work....cause he got into NP.it was rather normal to me.but maybe to him its really a big piece of gud news..
and saw good ole hisham at heerens.he still looks very much the same.albeit less stressed=D

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Lie awake in bed at night
And think about your life


Warren stares down hard at his CK timepiece.he's still got 3 more hours to go before he finishes with his work at bugis.then he will head home and rot just like any other day before training commences tomorrow.
he thought about how many potential customers he lost during the last few hours and that could have generated a big deal of commission for him,but he couldnt care less.the initial aim of this job was just for him to gain experience in retail and he swore that he wouldnt return to this particular company...even in his next life.
but there was a drive in him.he wanted to speak out and converse with his customers,after those repeated reminders from his superiors to SPEAK OUT!he wanted more than just slacking at work and earning moneies through such ways.

sensing a slight tap on his shoulder,warren turned back,to see that it was his turn to have lunch.
many would lament that it was so shittish to be sitting along the side of the shop,without having a proper table to eat,but Warren rather liked the novelty of it.like this,he could always look outside at passersby,going on with their daily shopping and an occasional peek at ah lians who strut along bugis street with little sling pouches and dressed in shorts so tight.this was just his form of eyecandy.although with the rare exchanges of glances and looks,he never felt anything more than just looking;no feelings at all.

he was happily chewing on his broccoli when suddenly,a familiar figure along the corridor caught his eye.walking briskly,the skinny figure quickly strode past his shop clad in her red Converse shoes.Warren hurriedly put down his utensils and without a note to his colleagues,ran out of the shop to go after the passerby.he wished things couldnt be so coincidental but somehow,he knew he had to give this chance a shot,as he regretted many a times not being able to find back old friends when he sees them along the streets.he had this queer feeling,that somehow...he knew this girl...