unexpected coincidence

09/10 is coming to an end.in one more day,more or less around that.

gotta say,i havent spent my time doing what i really wanted to do.but i really spent it happily:) :

LAN with teammates;
i've always liked LAN.been a long time since i was so happy playing it.L4D2 is really addictive i must say.so much better than one.and still havent managed to complete the levels.Demigod is so cool man!Not to forget all time fav,DOTA.sadly,all these gotta be cut down when term starts,probably to zero%.but its quite a good piece of memory to keep,especially when you spent the night of xmas,lanning.

Trainings:
water training's quite offthetrack nowadays,after polite.but things gonna come back,sooner or later.but for the meantime,lets just enjoy the fun and laughter while we can.
altho i must say,i havent been the best senior around,but gradually la.i dont hope for everyone to clique well with me,sibei gum sort.but let's just say,take things one step at a time.anyway,i believe i'm not a very easy person to talk to.

nothing much to think about nowadays.at least not that much.cause i am damn tired after trainings.have a happy new year peeps;)

原来一切没改变过.

to build it up and tear it down

yesterday was probably the worst day in canoe history.it never came so close as to offer me such an impact.
giving up hadn't been an option,since ivp,but yesterday's even jolted this spark again.and i thought about it,for a little while(thanks to such a fast-paced life and the people around me).
maybe its really this thin line of margin that separates me away from giving up.and it will probably be like this,even after these three years.thin line.

have you ever woke up,thinking that today's gonna be a good day.i'm gonna fucking make it big today,i'm gonna do what i want to complete today,and sleep a good night's rest.