well,the 9pm drama ended on channel 8...so sadded...cant have excuse to watch tv animore....
tym to study like siao again.....
gonna take over soon..so learning to change to a better person?maybe,to understan ppl better?
i realli duno...

went bukit merah mac to study wif kang...was so noisy...those primary skl kids....and that lound blaring tv telecasting those lame ads.....so we spoke more than we studied...hahas...

sk l was quite ok...haiz..duno why mrs chan kept wanting me to answer her qns..she have high hopes for me juz bcs of my writing...dun wanna let her down......


things on the other side werent any better...my tank juz sucks....hope tt dere cld juz be a miracle....

an attempt to keep my blog alive.....

think i'm gonna crumble...
how am i suppose to be a potential usm or asm?i dun think i'm that talented(ugh XD) la...
been thru tt interview...in order to take over..ugh...
juz realised that it was such a tough task,not juz playing....
ncc may crumble bcs of us man...

anywae,went tiong juz now wif van....and it was raining so badly...

haiz..and amaths getting tough...

dere's chem test tmr too...haiz...so good luck to everyone...

signing off here..

damn..my class kena blasted by chan todae....he was like screaming...-.-
like ki siao liddat...
so many things loh..got bio got chem ...then all the test all rolling in..
dun think can blog much already...


haiz.10 more days....

2 weeks of being abstained frm LFS ...


3 months since skl reopened...haiz..i ask myself wad have i done...practically nothing much in my social life..
after creating so much unhappiness....
feel that i am becoming so much of an introvert;loner..

why did everything have to come to this stage...
why is mylifeso damned...
everday i come home,my house is like the epicenter of drama,and i stand dere...looking,duno wad to do....
i am so lost....so confused...
wad if things turn out,like how things are like in drama serials..
wad if all these...become reality...then lawyers will earn so much den......

haiz.....sohow i wish that i cld escape..to somewhere that evrything goes wad i like.....theres no disturbance wadsoever...haix....

haix......

too much indulgences liao....wahhaaa...
yesterdae was roasted duck and pork...and i'm having rice for recess todae...wahha....
need to train man....if not i dun think i can pass NAPFA...


so much work lately...hate those essays...then dere's tuition tmr...
haix...gonna peng shan liao....no tym for reefin...haiz...
why is sec 3 liddat

has dere any tym in ur life that u really want to give it up?have u experienced the constraits of living wif v little money?haiz...some things juz turn out too unexpectedly

2 days aft school reopen and such bad luck..
first day,i spilled my lunch,a bowl of tom yam soup and it all fell on my pants..WTF.
so suay..so darn hard to bleach it..haix

sometyms,the thing that u wait for to happen nver happens while the things that u nver want happens..haiz..life's juz so unpredictable...

hw is now starting to pile up...new chapters....

no mood to blog
maybe some day else...
maybe

have u ever had the feeling of getting out of your comfort zones and crossing the boundaries,juz to stem your boredom and to relax..
haiz...there seems to be a mental war going on inside my head...
sometimes you juz feel like going on a holiday to forget those you chou....
soak your feets on the pristine beaches of the mauritius islands with your other half...and watch the sunset...haiz....
DREAM ON!!


been such a nice saturdae nite ytd..
had supper at serangoon gardens.finally i can feel my inner self relaxing at that place...if dere's a chance..i wld surely go bak there...
sch's starting tmr and sheesh...so much work not done..i'll juz write crap for the social studies ba....
then its gonna be a cycle AGAIn...haix...
nothing much to look forward except getting together wif your frens and my cca...hahas
anwae,may not get to blog so often liao...


btw,guang liang's yong qi rocks

everything is going the wrong way...i feel like everyone around me is leaving..haix..
deres nver been a tym in my life that i feel so dejected and "down"...
all this while.....haix....wads wrong...
will dere be a better day?will everyone leave me?haixx.....

i'm juz so angry wif myself...for being such a wuss all this while...
of all things why must i drag?
haix..and there's a problem wif my attitude too...i see some things as puny and shldnt care and what happens?things get big and i keep apologising.....WTF.......
haix...wad have i done..i juz cant keep reproaching myself like this...
i have to change......i keep tinking tt i'm a nice guy and juz because of this...i'm better than anyone else...WTF....i'm just so bloody fedup......haix......


guang liang forever....

extra lessons...wtf........maybe we cld cancel the whole hols man....hahah......
hhmmm going queensway aft todae's lesson....nice man....
ytd saw kelvin chen at orchard...damn coincidential la....haha....he's sorta muscular...haha....
and aft all those walking ard...finally went into a shop....3.90 for a earhole...hahas....maybe shld consider.....
haiz......someone...plz call me out for for pool....my hand's itching.....hahas....

haiz...wad have i done?life's been so sucky when people ignore u...haiz.........
went pasir ris todae..gt myself a boxer...haha...cute little fella....still in the jollybean box...going to pump it big....
nothing much to talk actually...hols are here and i duno wad i should do?haiz...not everydae oso pool ma....haiz...bloody confused and paranoid...hope tt every things gonna be fine....haiz....
offended so many people and i am STUPID enuff to believe that sorry can solve everything...haiz......shit me....

i'm broke....really broke....spent so much on pooling....man didnt noe it was so ex la....
anw....went pooling in the afternoon wif mitchell and company...had so much fun....=)....
beginners luck man...although i was on the losin streak...haha....

shit shit shit shit...broke this hols...my ripcurl flops will nver come if i continue spendin like this...haiz....
btw,pooling rocks....gonna pool frm todae onwards...gone are the days are lan gaming and window shopping and oso my pocket will have a bigger hole.......haiz...

pooling roks

finally all those freakin tests are gone...studied so long and yet only 1 A..WTH .... wif my results i think i am better off to poly...
todae started off quite well...didnt feel tired...which is strange cause i will usually feel lethargic during the start of lessons...haiz....
anw...hols are coming and shit....2 days are ocuppied wif lessons...sigh..wads the meaning of givin hols when u gotta attend extra lessons.....and well....tmr's cross country and as usual doin duties...havent tried running before,maybe i shld give it a try nxt yr...hmmmm.....
went queensway wid ian.....nth much...no its not nth much...its no money....haiiiz.....

so here's tmr's plan....

morning-cross country
afternoon-go out?cant find anyone though...everyone else havin lessons lar...wif jk?haizz..duno...

and well at least dere's sth to be excitied bout tmr..shu tian and kumar's gg ophir...wonderin when's my turn coming.....haha....

have u ever wanted to get rid of something so that you could have 1 thing less to worry bout?the tank's situation is driving me crazy man....juz keep thinking bout it during lessons....cant!

haiz...todae's lessons were like crap...almost dozed off during physics and i m damn fedup wif those trainess.i hope tt the skl get them out asap....tt woman failed me for my compre...which is crap lar...she wants the perfect anwser....ask her go die lar....nth is perfect larr....
thn dere was ncc which as quite fun...as usual...marching and stuff..but we did laughed quite alot...and malik asked me bout ncc....shock huh...didnt expect it......


recently,felt that my attitude sucks....why cant i be more freindly and talk to others?why why why why why.....
haiz...gotta rmb my resolutions.....stick to em...self-improvement man....

haiz...well..blog another day.....gonna scrap through tmr's tests agn.....haiz....

signing off
jh...

shit shit shit shit shit...........what's wrong wif me these days!!!!
first,it was the zapping thing....haiz,felt so bad lar....i promise ppl that i will help them and yet.....WTF....
then,it was my tank....so shit lar....im like screwing up my tank.....both my shrimps were dead when i came home...WTH lar......effing fed up man....
i cant think of a better reason than me,myself and me that is destroying every single thing in my life.......
ok all this reefin aside...
realised tt chan wasnt tt bad lar....he quite a gud teacher actually..onli his temper which is a serious matter when he really flares up...which is wad happened during bio todae......haiiis.....
i wasted so much so my tym travelling lar...
was suppose to meet hy at 3.30 bt ended up dere at 4 something..haiz.....so sorry.


to be continued.....

another bloody week,haiz....duno why everytym oso so sian one....
went to skl,as usual bloody fedup...ME was free period and RH was shaking like mad...
and as usual,talk bout those stupid topic of tt Tammy...so sian lars....
maybe because its the beginning of a new week or maybe its sth else...
i feel so sian evr since skl reopening lar...haiz......:(maybe its juz....well..........
and aft skl,some ppl juz like destroying stuff...one of those bloody punching bags fell WTH....

Anyway.....i'll update another day..juz feel so lethargic and no mood to do stuff..
Wanna go out....

finally!!managed to convince myself that i have the tym to blog aft seeing so many wonderful eyecandy...>_<
cool, a new blog....finally done wif all the construction,only left wif linking.....
ha,nwe com oso set up...So happy.and nxt wk's the skl hols...GREAT!!!!!!
thn i cld go for the roadshow and all the reefin stuff.....study aside.....HAHA (:
Ha,this is getting real nice...the template rocks man...
now i can colour up all my stuff...fill it wif all the colors i can think off..haha