its been almost a wk.
well,had HCl paper today.most of the chen yu tested were frequently used by us.
hmm,been alittle uneasy,maybe cause its the first time that things began to look so taxing...maybe its just the starting,and after takeoff,things will get pretty fast..i believe...and suddenly it ends,and youre surprised by the speed of the passing MYEs.

haiz...
wads wrong with being compassionate,i guess im too compassionate.so ppl wrote over me..
and it seems to different now,things..
those frens that i once knew,they all seem to change alot.....and we rarely ever greet each other when we meet,or isit me who's suppose to take the initiative....its like...wad ivan said..but i know i cant believe that.only fools will...i still regard them though...

my arm's back with the old problem again...hope it will heal,if not i dunno wad will happen.maybe its dislocation or wad,i dunno...but it reoccurs,this aint the first time...maybe its those exercises,i guess i didnt fully recovered yet..

had dinner at jiamin's place again..saw lotsa ppl...
initiall,was eating my wonderful chik wings when i saw somebody walking past like bout 10m away from my table....den i tot,this person why look so familiar one..den saw the specs and stuff..eh yanhui...she's with her bro...den i told my cuz,isabel,i just saw yanhui..
suddenly,my fone rang,it was a msg,i tot,cause i was expecting a reply from someone...den it read "eh,look back"
surprisingly,garrick was there....said hi and stuff..
continued my journey on finishing up the plate of wonderful chik......
my cuz didnt really liked garrick cause she said he kept looking at her...lol...

went for a walk at ikea after dinner...initially,my mum asked me where venezia is,but ltr,she gave the idea up cause there was no car....so went to ikea....
unexpectedly,saw another person at ikea.dawn...initially,saw her first,den i was like dawn dawn and pointing to that direction to my cuz...she siad hi to her followed by me,i was thinking,she doesnt even know me yet i waved to her...weird...

ikea was great,didn know they sold scented candles...and somemore,they had a chocolate scented one which really smelt like the fudge of a chocolate cake....and my cuz was like hooked on smellling it...


paid for the goods and went home...
gona complete mis ex 20 tmr..and maybe see some chinses stuff..and the power of words writing...

well,did some nasty things to cedric's fone during pe..very bad...and he had to spend half the recess to solve it..so sorry..cant blame anyone though.were are in it...

ahh.....gymed for the last time b4 MYE...didnt really enjoyed it,caused my shoulder ached like nothing since ytd,really inhibits my movements and stuff..so my dad gave me acupunture and stuff and reflexology,still cant solve..see if it gets worse tmr...
maybe all thanks to the 4 sets of 10 pull ups during pe......

MYEs are close,im feeling kinda worried,maybe a lil late la......

hmmm...been doing lots of tys chem..tmr bio..den i think im on schedule alr
dunno wad to say..but things have turned out quite unexpected.....
hmmm,how will you feel if things were different from the past,like past frens started to become hostile to you?or how would you feel if your siblings are like far more out-going than you?
wad if i told you if your brother was like far more superior than you in negative ways...
haiz,maybe i need another EU course..thinsg changed lot since i last went.......
some things cant be said here...but i feel that after wad so many think,i realised that he's really spoiled like nothing,why i give in to him all the time..wad if i bao tou him once...haiz..

commendation day was like a total waste of time..waited for so long just to get a cert...but anyway,i am very free =D,so its okay...

rained like cats and dogs.....very heavy..
so came home quite drenched...

slacked ard till 3 plus..haha went to kenny rogers with koh..not bad....quite full and worth every cent...
slept..very tired after this week..gotta do hw later.hope im able to do..

planned out some of my schedule..but cant follow...ah.....
took me like an hour to type out the humans essay..

often,life is most wonderful when you least expect it...look at those times in the past...too bad u didnt cherish
just look at last time,few months ago...the gym was not as packed and you could easily finish up in 1 hr time,but now..look at that...ahhhhhh....its like 3 ppl working out the chests...so many ppl ,yet so little stations

den that NAPFA,damn shit..got E for 2 stations...how to get silver...
the transformations test,waster too much time on calculating the shear factor,ended up losing like 7 marks,cause i leaft out 3 qns...its doable,just that i need more time...ahhh

im actually an easily influcened person,and now i feel that im a much more unstable person..becoming more hostile to those ard me..haiz....
today's international friendship day..and i have such good frens...=X
i must stand my grounds,hold on to wad i believe and think and be myself,dun let how others think affect me.....i just have that little que dian,and maybe that humji that will destroy my future.

very rush ytd,had to complete alot of things,today's alot better...
going to do some cluster papers later..
gtta catch my sleep too...
somehow,i've been feeling quite sucky lately,been missing out too much of my hols,gotta use them for studies...gonna plan some routine..

and maybe im not going for the trip in june alr..

think i need help for transformations,again...done some qns,still cant identify how to enlarge..
when i look ard during maths lesson,everyone was like doing their own qn..its like so damn easy for them..

ok..had a fun time at phantom.
slacked the whole afternoon eating ice-cream instead of movie..better i think cause no nid spend so much..heeee
den had dinner at NYDC..serving quite little leh...and had loads of service charge.
it was full house at esplanade threatres...all the aristocrats or wadever u call those rich angmohs were there..our dress code simply cant win them..lol
didnt really quite understood the storyline and i went asking ard if ppl got it...lol..den had a quick summary of the whole thing....well,quite nicely done..the musics were nice

went for supper wif ST and nigel,syazwan and rh..dun really knew if the other ppl mind if i went off without them...haiz...

hmm,6 days sicne i posted..
havent been wearing my contacts lately..its quite screwed,have to go and have a check on it.
got my new pair of specs..looked really ugly at the sides...ahh..ivan,you'll see tmr...

finally 1 more day.....to poto..lol..sounds cool?ivan is like going ard poto poto...haha...i prefer to call it phantom.....i guess its going to be v nice,cause there's gonna be a scene of a falling chandelier.....saw it from the papers...

so tmr got triple test.
haiz...gonna pia again...