realatively bad day...
shant talk about the mee pok story......

the guards didnt let me in,argg..wasted my money on travelling to and fro....
arghhh...well,cant blame them though,under instructions from the dm....

shall wear half u tmr,bet there's nothing for them to complain about....

went jobbing wif sf ytd...
unexpected and it came last minute from a fone call i received from my cuz...
well,was tired,obviously.......but it reaped gud money though...didnt expected that much...
saw lots of other ppl dere too and this job came out to be quite fulfilling....there were sympathy buying,ppl buying to try those that slammed the door straight...hahss....

haiz...as im writing this.......the ncc bug bites me just so much...

so many ppl dun give a hack and i guess my consience is like breaking so much apart...
bloody hell,stuck between the highest post and the one whom trains the next batch of ncos...blloody ppl better wake up their ideas./..
this job is like being their servants....the head is not even doing his bloody job....how much must i ask...just to train the next batch wif my job tuing me...waddahack.....



if i fall apart altogether,its just so ordinary but being able to hold it to as much as i cld,i can prove to the others that i cld do as much wifout them

i feel that i am not myself lately...
ts like im just underperforming so much ever since i got back from obs...
also,my veiw of things seem to have changed...lots of tiny bits of things which seems so unimportant to me became somewad like a irk them....
my tolerance level of things seems to be at rock low....ahhhh...wads happenings,shldnt things change for the better...or is life testing me.......

wanna be a changed man...

wahh.under performing..........

got bak frm kl ytd
school's been quite good....gotta prepare for o' nxt wk..

okay shall begin wif kl story...
got quite a few fotos
okay stayed at this hotel called hotel istana..good hotel.serves good buffet breakfast...hehe
pure shopping trip...bought pair of jeans.and some shirts
damn,the shoes are really "cu",fake until dunno how to describe....
my jam loot from the cafe...haha


den went to mid valley too..lots of high end stuff...werent really interested...
the chinatown at petaling street was good though
cds were selling at real low prices,so bought 3 pieces..the new age one's not bad...the other two rock were a little unfamiliar....view of petronas..didnt go there too though...
the traffic lights were quite cute...the green man appears walking when its safe to walk...until ours which just blinks....

the marriot hotel's quite cool too wif the zen layout

lazy these days...
very lazy after exams,dun wanna care a thing...
use com the whole day....haiz,change man...

will be in kl this time tmr,hopefully will enjoy...aint gonna bring my hp along...dun wan some kukus to spoil my holiday....


linked the blue tempeh,a marine site...didnt know that SG's shores were so abundant...
labrador's pics were facsinating...corals,seahorses and even seagrass beds...
didnt believe tt it was such a treasure trove under the tides...

times running out

after exams also must stress,how do you expect to go ophir wif 2 ppl!!!wah......
think can pull up unit liddat...wah i think its against fate la.....maybe its just dammed....
wif not a soul willing to help you.how u gonna do everything by urselff....

arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr................................
i am like letting so many ppl down if i dun do..
i have spoken so much,let ppl think how much i gonna do,but not a shit comes out...haiz...feel just like a pathetic painter myself....


why cant i just be like every other teenager,
hangout wif frens
meddle wif bgr...
dye my hair
do wad i wanna do...

all my attempts to blog about how my day went..
wacthing princess hours..slping...haiz...
how my amaths went...how i waited for someone to make ic...

heck,someone's tryin to impersonate me on the tagboard....

okay!,ytd's trip was great....went ard bends,narrow paths and did some things i cant imagine i cld have done...

well,kinda bored these days.....hope ill pass amaths,dun want to drop te sub.....
and all my other subs seem so bloody sucky,ill anticipate for bio,not chem though,just too diifff

jellyfish!!


okay,back from eco-trip or wadever u call tt...nothing much though.shldve gone p.ris
nothing much at lck...

but took fotos though,aint a cammer usually but sortof strange tdae....
ok some of the pics
a lizard(left)
sarimbun scout camp...LOL(rite)

went sim lim todae....run come techie errands....
tmr's lck,hahas.....
mondae's free....maybe bugis to survey some bags...gonna replace mine...

exams,over...kinda weird.after chionging and kena stress so much...
not used to being so free...hahs..

ytd's dinner was nice,but a little too rush...well....maybe just for me
clarke quay was great..ppl all ard...

okay,exams are over....
monday's marking day...gonna enjoy...

chem file and amaths still not done...

went watching movie ytd wif garrick and compay...was great...
bad dinner though,burnt me jaw...

okay continuation

its sucks to be lagging behind.....people always want to be the best and not lagg behind...
when you see that there's a thousand and one kayaks in front of you,you just feel that you will never reach them and and alone you feel that it sucks to paddle...i felt this before,i felt as if this "short route" will never fisnsh.....but hey,everyone made it...

after the lunch,we swicthed partners,i paired up instead wif shu tian's partner,soon hock,weird name though,but a r\ather nice guy to get along wif....st cant coordinate properly wif him,and in kayaking everyone knows tt coppoeration leads to success....
well,he's the sterrer and i was the paddler,everytime i wld go steer...and he wld steer,sometimes i wld slack and he wld take over the paddling while i rest my aching hands,wads more to writing long essays in SS,wads worst than this...lol...

initially,we were in the front but we waited for others and soon lagged behind,veryone agrees that the ffeeling of behind left behind is not nice...
we saw oil rigs in the distance,saw the infamous fencing ard ubin that kept out illegals,and saw the oily waterts ard the north of ubin...

reache campsite ard 4 plus..packed upthe kayaks,and found tt i suffered many bruises....damn...and everyone was like eh clayton jetty jump...and so we went for the jetty jump...great feeling of euphoria i shld say....
damn and the promise i made on the plank,well i wld never forget......and will abide by it....
if i chicken out and foget bout the promise,i will be forgetting bout my obs and my trip there...


well suffered from bouts of seascikness and the "tides" as i termed it,and the pathetic hand,cldnt even write dennn,has since made a full recovery....thanks to the counter pain and well the concerns from the people......



okay..i will rmb you guys...
1.no. 7 aka qi hao
great guy,was my kayaking partner and ncc siao...
2.l casei shiroto aka yijun
well thats how clayton rmbed her...
3.benjamin
ex-classmate and well a litlle unclely....
4.ah xian aka jun xian
well the was the cook.cannot judge the book by its cover.....great guy...
5.fadlil and shahill(pardon me if i spelled wonrly)
great guys whom helped along this obs journey

there's still lots of people,not very close though but its been gret knowing you guys.....

i guess tts all to this very long obs posts

well,where did i stop for the obs.wanna continue wif this post...hope i stiu cld rmb some of the details

okay from the second checkpoint...
navigator was me and no. seven...
we went out of OBS compound in order to reach the second chkpt.
we went a longer way and got mixed up....
wanted to look for a small path but missed it...so we took the longer way..and the pacer was way good...she went straight to the footsteps that led to the path...
and guess wad this path led to a tomb...
ppl were freakin out,cause of this tomb.but the clue was rite there..nailed to a tree..
thuis was wad it said...
"experience comes from judgement,and good judgement doesnt always means experiece"i guess it was sumthing liddat..

chkpt 3 wasnt tt much interesting except for the german girl shrine and the game tt led us to be stuck for 25 mins...basically,its this games whereby we form a circle,and each one of us grabbed a small piece of granite and we threw it up into the air so tt the person nxt to us have to catch it,anyone in the circle missed anyone's granite and we wld have to begin all over..this may sound easy but its not...we tried and slowly ppl start blaming each other,den there was the role of the motivator which life our spirits....lol was enjoyable but the nxt chkpit was the best....

trekked all the way to pekan,the most famous quarry in ubin...the view was great.....scenic and we took a grp fotos
clay told us to shout and we heard echos...and he said.."wadever you do in life,life will throw it bak to u"its very meaniful and true...i thought...

denn we played this game...i found tt every game we played had a meaning to it...and this waas tt if someone had and idea.share it and it will benefit every.....

okay,then we continued on our journey towards the campsite...JELUTONG!!!!
lol..was at this junction and we were wondering wther to go left or rite...1 was the longer way...we tot..he mentioned Jelutong hotel ytd at the jetty and boy we went for jelutong and it was rite...so cool,there's this super friendly guy from hougang,an chun..he spoke alot even to those tt was not frm our grp...

DAY 4
ahhh,had to wake up at 4.30 to do sentry duty...before this,went to mark out the "toilets" wif lightsticks...was the first to finish our business at the marked spot..LOL

SEA EXPEDITION...
initially,was suppose to kayak wif no. 7,but all these turned out better...LOL,i learnt sumthing....
swtiched too many partners...
i learnt tt ppl get frustrated easily when they are tired,you may get on people's nerves and people may deem you a loser.....
alot of ppl were sick,seasick,you cld see ppl gaping oranges in their mouth adn ppl pukig into the sea...

at first i thoguht i cldnt make it,thought it was a long journey ahead and i might not make it...but hey,,im back here....this is wad determination cld do.....
and previiously,an chun was saying,sea ex sure got ppl get angry one...
and its norm...ppl get frustrated eassily when they get tired...and at lunchtime,you cld see ppl munching one food..everyone was damn hungry...