life's just too unpredictable..
3/2 has so many future leaders now...

both shu tian and me kena top posts..
haiz...
first training and im like gonna die...
wth...
why and i so kan chiong...why i keep doing 1 man show....
is it possible?maybe i should gai a little bit...

dunno how long can i keep the flame of enthusiasm burning....maybe 6 months or 1?

ok,been 2 days since skl reopen..everything's going fine...
the new amaths teacher was great...challenging and not scare to die attitude...just great...
hope that he can bring our class to higher heights..

starting my first training tomorrow,hmm,not sure if anyone will come across this but anyways...FRIDAY 30/06/2006 IS NCC DAY,EVERYONE TO BRING FULL U DOWN TO CHANGE...

ok dunno if i might get tis across......

oh well,carrying on wif life...not gonna die so soon

hmmm tmr's skl reopen...
juz uploaded essay...
kinda miss sispec.......
haii,another wk of fun and seeing frens and allthatstuff..

nothing much to write,except that i went m'sia todae....ahha.....

update anotehr tym den....

just broke camp at around evening...

overall,the course was great....
you just cant judge a book by its cover....
its been 4 days since we went in to kil0 3....
great.....made frens here and there...
i believe that these camps makes bonding easier cause ppl suffer and tio kan together....the know the sense of urgency and responsibility of one's action.....
if we continue to believe that tough training can kill us...we may never get to the other side of the picture...

learnt lotsa things....there were officers coming to give leadership talks and this broguht me to a higher level of thinking and responsibility...

to know
to do
to be

these are the three things a leader gotta have and i belive this makes a better leader

respect is not commanded,but rather earned....
i will mark these words....

although a 3rd sergeant,i think things will make out better.....

had camp at SISPEC....was a 2d1n one.....the toilets were better than those at the hq...food also better....had quite lot of fun....exploring......quite convinced that being an army regular was not bad.....nothing to loogi either....
leadership is about empowering people.

was damn tired and often fell into bouts of sleeps during the lectures....dere seems to be so many things you could do for being a regular......welll, lets see den...4 more years?maybe i could make up my decision...hahas

the platoon was not bad...just a few cliques here and dere...and i believe by tmr,people will begin to know each other better.....

tmr's 7.45 at hq ncc block 246,well,another 2d1n at camp.....will be back on thursday...

juz 3 more days to spec course and still left so many things to do....dere's the vanguard sheets and the packing....and i didnt know its possible to get a fail.....

and was listening to these funny podcasts....

http://www.mrbrown.com/blog/podcast/index.html

so bored,it just sucks to be sick,cant go here,cant eat that....

skl gonna reopen and still havent finished the hw...

chem 3/4 done
bio 1/2 done
essay havent typed out and uploaded

ahhhhhh.......and dere's onli like 4 more days for me.....

ahhhhh...
just had a mini gathering wif jon and co.
watched x-men 3,the movie was good like nothing man....fight against a drug which can cure mutantnism....haha....was soooooo nice..
den had dinner at kobayashi or wadever u called that place......
spoke and talked and told stories........
and den my thoughts lingered......went back to last dec again!.....haiz....was so foolish.....
how is it to really like someone........

oh wadever it is..........

what's life?
the most unexpected thing happen at the most unexpected time...maybe to test your patience or to destroy your future?things just pop up when you are most elated and happy...guess thats life...
ohhh whatever....what can i do to help man....

ever felt wads it like to have a 24hr bugger clinging onto you,intruding your private life,taking away all your computer time...whats worst than this.......

lets just try to be alittle more optimistic.....
okae,the cycling trip was great(thanks guys),felt a little out-of-the-place though, but nevertheless,learnt something...

the wind was in my face,
the sea by my side,
people yachting,
fishin,
many others biking,.....

had an aching butt and.....it was really a great one....

jus came back frm camp,super tired...didt sleep until like bout 2 plus ytd night...was chattin wif them along the class corridors...spoke bout so many stuff.....
den there was the lecture from mr koh which was like super seroius...managed to catch some from wad he was trying to say........maybe i'll juz have to change this bo chap attitude and be a friendly nco?hahs.....respect is damn hard to earn,ppl complain bout how much u can talk but when it comes to demonstarting,its zero.

2 more weeks to the torture...in these 2 wks..gotta catch up wif so many things
cya around..