Maybe I should find a way to spend my Christmas

With the IVP drawing to anther end,the Year 3s,have another achievement to add to their repertoire of competitions.This year,SP won overall IVP Men's Champs yet again.
The K4 race was aaammmaaazzziiinnnggg,seeing how fast they left their opponents behind.
And also the C1 race proved that though a boat may be damn good,but many much of it still has got something to do with the paddler himself.

It was ajisen after the whole event,fairly good.still the same as the last time i went.After which was orchard to chill out.First time in merv's car,not that bad,he looks like a damn confident driver.orchard was damn crowded,and somehow the lightings made the bunch of them wonder how they are gonna spend this christmas.It didn't hit me until i thought of how my Bangkok trip this year end gonna be cancelled this time round.and what i was going to do in place of it.but coming to think of it,19 years old and still S&A.hmmm,i dont want to give too much thoughts to it.
And,wx has become much more angsty compared to the last time seeing him.its like how dementors drained you of your emotions on that island.its just 5 weeks sinced he went to that island north of singapore.

in other things,3 on 3 is coming up.Ben persuaded me to join,very much to my inconfident,i gave in,at least it was an experience.and i hope that it would be the best bday present in my life.i shall play hard for it.LOL.

hmm..running 10km next sunday.its been a long time since i ran so far.and also,no time to train.shall go for a swim on one of the days to up my stamina.

Friday Evening

was listening to gold90fm and i heard this phrase.been a longgggg time since i used it.
hmmm,friday evening.how are you gonna spend it?

i'm probably gonna have a simple dinner at home.and read thru ma notes again.

topic covered:
AP CHEM
Biophysics.goh's part.
Maths probably.

Topics in urgent help:
A&P

Topics which are still unsure of situation:
BSBM.

Final feat of rebellion

i think its rather sad.to mull over your own cca and end your own life cause of it.
not surprisingly,singapore may have more of such cases in the years to come.
The essence of it is the education system,whereby cca is so highly regarded by everyone.its like,"oh,of course its always better to have one.easier to go uni mah".

hmm,and of course,at this age.cca is not just a cca.its more of a passion thingy.

and in other stuffs.i don't particularly like some modules this sem,anatomy just sucks.to be memorising it at such a late time.i guess consistency still beats it..what happened during the first few weeks of school man!
and CD,that knnbccb module and the coordinators. would like to just sua sua ki this module.at least get a C+ or whatever.i absoutely find no meaning in this.maybe,its a way of teaching us teamwork or a way of getting us to learn how to handle stuffs.but oh wells.the bottomline still sucks.just get it over faster and done with.i want to use this extra time to study other modules.period!

NP no go,SP gogogo

当你决定你要离开我
我没有说什么
就当作你自由
有好几次我都想挽留
哭求也没有用
就当作是寂寞
因为我能明白他的温柔对你是种解脱
就坦白告诉我谁是你的最爱
其实你很爱他对我的惩罚
说你没有想他是可怜我吧
我已没有借口只能放手
不敢奢求你说爱我
其实你很爱他他很温柔吗
其实你很想他就说出口吧
我已不想多说捂朵
不想再次听到你说你很爱他

F.I.R.-你很爱他

Dled some of the band's song yesterday night.had long appreciated their style of chinese music mixed with abit of rock and such.much like mayday.
And i stumbled onto this song.In the past,much of what i prefer from this band was more of their rock style songs.However,i appreciated very much how this song goes and such.how the lyrics meant and such laaa.


in other news,i went to NP this afternoon.relax abit after some memorising of A and P.which sucks really bad.the yong tau foo down at their first canteen is still as good as before.Mmmmmm..
faggot glen and JW got me to take the long way back with them again.but well,its a good bonding time.at least we managed to catch up with each other on the bus and such.

oh,and i swapped the blogskin to a much simpler one.no tagbox this time round.so if you want,you could drop a comment.act professional mah!hahaha

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere
else on earth I'd
rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our
dreams come true

It's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the
beating of young
hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here we are
We've just begun
And after all this time
Our time has come
Yeah here we are
Still goin' strong
Right here in the place
where we belong

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the
beating of young
hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
Here I am

Here I am
Yeah

Here I am
This is me
There's nowhere
else on earth I'd
rather be
Here I am
It's just me and you
Tonight we make our
dreams come true

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the
beating of young
hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you

Oh it's a new world
It's a new start
It's alive with the
beating of young
hearts
It's a new day
It's a new plan
I've been waiting for you
(Waiting, waiting waiting)
Here I am

Here I am
Right next to you
Suddenly the world is
all brand new
Here I am
Here I am
Where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin'
standing in our way
Here I am
This is me

Bryan Adams-Here I Am

i found out that listening to music in the library is one of the best ways to figure out your fav tunes and the meaning of the lyrics.
Day 2,and still having thoughts of what happened on saturday evening.damnit!

weird weather.

had an enjoyable time over at daryl's house though its like no one brought any food along.It had supposed to be potluck but well.we only managed to have 100 plus,delivery pizzas and cheng ting(courtesy of evina).
played spin the bottle..and this time's questions were far worst than what i had experienced with my classmates and mervin they all combined..it was double whammy man.but its wacky la.everyone got their fair share of secrets known and divulged.
though prior to that,i had a rather unexpected glimpse of someone.


oh wells...

Decode

term review:
played abit too much.much more than last term.so expect much worst results for MST.but still hopes for the best.Had a lot of Firsts in poly.went to FC6 so many times in my poly life.hung out so many times in a week in my poly life.
and tried to study smart in my life.hope it goes well.

the team is only as strong as the weakest member.

10:23.if only i could shave off the 20 plus seconds by keeping my pace constant.but anyway,its a commendable effort.and i realised that pacing someone could really help you alot.
and today is really shack day.
i made a breakthrough!and very happy with it.just have to keep up at this rate whenever its muscle endurance day.
you still have many more years to go,according to jeffu

"fructose-sugar for moving sperms
trehalose-cockroach sugar."

srsly,biochemists had nothing to do than to come up with such stuffs.



"galactose is converted to glucose before being absorbed by the body."
i think our body is a oxy-moron.why do doublework..just pass it out looo...

gone case

i think i made a big joke out of myself during A and P today.and during gym too.wahlao.was like at my peak..gonna peng kui soon if i continue like that.MST faster over.then reports come rolling in liao.
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG.

good luck for me.i dont think i will enjoy my bangkok trip.):

stress bodohX2!

stress aint good for your body.it induces acne.=D
work,have to start!
its the time of the term again.where activities come to a slowdown and you tend to feel all emo about things surrounding you.so cheer up and tell yourself what your initial goals are and try to stick to em.and in the process,learn from it.which i hope is doable.

had class lunch today,not exactly what ya call a class lunch.cause the girls were separated from the guys.two tables,6 people in each table.
food was average,considering that you just had to pay $1,(note $1!!!!) and you got to have assorted timsum which wasnt really assorted cause there was only siew mai and har gow.the siew mai was as expected and the har gow was terrible.but hey.$1 only.
and the rice was not really nice.but still consumable.
but the best part was the waffles.glenn did the most tantalising thing when everyone was full to their stomachs.he put a scoop of vanilla ice cream on the warm waffle.and spread it out like how you would do to butter on a slice of bread.and then,he slowly slice piece by piece and showed us how the ice cream sank into the wells of the belgian waffle.wtf.thinking of it now makes my hungry about it.


and i realised that xu is rather very long winded.he can go on and on and on about things.he spoke about the economy and how Sg treasured meritocracy over citizenship rights.which clearly i had no obvious stand on either side.quite sian but sometimes i like to listen to adults telling story.but i got bored after awhile....

wah..siann....google sketchup...

good news or if you put it another way..not very good.
going to bangkok from 23-29december.
what shud i get mannnnnnnn

i wanna get threadless tees.i wanna get them for my christmas presents and also CNY new shirts aka xin yi.
i wanna get either a wallet or haversack or those jc-people-carry-kind-of-bag from asos.

but how?with all the retrenchment going on in HK,with the news reporting of recession,and the many government aides provided by the various countries.wahlao..i think my birthday present for next year will shrink man.yeah merv..everyone will be pock.even christmas is gonna be a tough time....

after thinking so much the day before.i think i'd rather prefer things to remain like that like now.maybe i gave some little details too much thoughts.
and i remembered yj saying"oh,can see one.she likes freedom one".i guess i'm not any better.maybe its just a sudden thought of company.

My hope
dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption...

with eyes wide shut.

shack.from deprivation of sleep and over-training.
i feel like sleeping,like now!

thanks wynn for showing me this website
www.asos.com

now i have lots of eyecandy,but no money to buyX).thanks ah!

Fight for It

IVP in 18 more days.Time trials on saturday morning.Though its almost a fact that nigger's gonna have a secured place in the competition,i might as well have my first c1 time trials for 500m.
hey c'mon its just 500m,gonna go out there tomorrow and test what it takes.i have to be less paranoid and let my vessel maneuver more before executing another turning stroke.

anyway,i am tired.endurance weights training can kill.i pianged through all the sets but i think more could be done

FC 6.Again!

Now that it's all said and done.

SP clinched the trophy for RUKR juniors category.
results were justified by the few outstanding paddlers in the team.but the victory is shared by the whole team.sadly,the senior teams did not make it.partly,its due to the fact that powerhouse NUS sent a whole stage of competitors,many of which are national paddlers.and the fact that they owned every senior category already showed their strength.but hey,its not so bad.we managed to get K2 2nd and 3rd place.

and now,for the guy in brown polo tee.standing weirdly and outofplace amidst the sea of oranges,i might well have retreated back.not part of the victory.not even participated in the event,how to?



20 more days to IVP.time trials on saturday morning.cannot maintain my straightness.much less control the direction where the vessel is going.

i'm very slow.as in intellectually.like seriously.


like how i always put it to my buddy.

sometimes,its just not enough.like a rollercoaster ride.the thrill/(insert any other verbs) slowly builds up.inch by inch,ounce by ounce.and then,the climax reaches,much like a saturation point.just that in this case.you never know the end-point,and much less when does the colour change in indicator of the titration is.you just go swirling the conical flask.swirling till you run out of the not a primary standard solution of oxalic acid.and then you refills with new acid you just pipetted,which is with a oh fucking irritating pipette pump.
and then you realised,ah shit.i think oxalic acid shouldnt be pipetted with sodium hydroxide cause there is not much reaction.or the molarity isnt enough or what shit.many factors invovled.
and then you think,wah sianxzxz..do another day.and that day never comes....

slowly but surely.

tomorrow is RUKR.went down to pasir ris today and caught a glimpse of how they prepared for everything.machiam going on holiday or obs trip.
and all along,it didnt hit me.all along,i was only complaining,procrastinating to myself about how sucky it was to row 22km and such.and how afraid i was about the race.
but today,realisation dawned.
seeing how many SPCT year ones were around.somehow,it felt different.abit of regret.but yeah.its okay.most imptly,i can concentrate on other events.
IVP is coming up.fight for it.and hope that miracles happens.

fridays.

well,its lepak day.dress up day.eating out day.hanging out with friends and lastly,private time day.
and this week,i figured out that i have been doing some things too much..eg.hanging out.spending too much.
lets see,monday i accompanied them to sew the spray decks,chomped at clementi chicken after that.
tuesday,had training and then went back home,switched on com and started rotting on EB.
wednesday,had training and then got home,did a bit of research on greg poi's tutorial and carbohydrates practical.and then rotted on EB.
thursday,had training,went to clementi cze char to dinner.till late.reached home at 11pm.switched on com,msned and rotted on EB.

one thing's for sure.my EB's leveling up pretty fast.=Dhaha.
another thing's for sure,i havent really studied this past week.not excatly just this past week,the previous 2 weeks.
and another thing's surely happening,my left thigh aches like roasted chicken drumlets.good sign,means i stretched on wednesday's waterworks.


i can't stop relating K4 paddlers with their waterproof caps.
and i was telling yyh how much i wanted to row a K4 with them yesterday during PUB.but well,its still a long wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
and team jersey's are well on the wayyyyyyyyyyy..finally something to fight with my ex-cjc mates.i got getting my jersey!

Rekindle the flame.

it came as a sudden feel,like a surge.
I was feeling all sucky on the trip to Mac,while on the bus.It was heavy downpours outside of the cramped up 74.Thunder so damn loud that could surely send paddlers at Mac a freaking lightning warning..and i was siann..Woke up when the bus almost reached Mac,had to!then siannn all the way...

warning stops at around 3 plus.saw the CJ people,omg..whats her name again?ehh....yanling,she's doing K4,and her size like almost doubled the last time i saw her.coping very well uh.must be laaa..
and then after rowing,saw the CJ guys..some of them still the same...quite a number of them exploded,literally larger...maybe doubled or triple of them in PAE.

oh and while surfing the net,i chanced upon this.the National Team Profile.
NTP

and it features...coach's son...ya...duh....no surprise...
and......ISSAC!whoa fuck!i got this big shock when i saw the name.and to confirm,stared at the photo to the left of the profile and yes!ITS HIM!!
he was once in the NAT Team!

maiden competition.



RUKR is like so nearrrrrr...
even though i'm not participating in it,i also have a feel for it.
i don't know why i paid so much attention to tmz and jerald's briefing just now,not to say that i shld heck care cause i not gg but its really.i feel the heat,i feel that i shld be able to do smth for my mates.at least cheer them up on that day.and the least,bring them bananas.=DDDD

"Kiwifruit also serves as a natural blood thinner. A recent study performed at the University of Oslo in Norway reveals that--similar to popular mainstream aspirin therapy-consuming two to three kiwifruit daily for 28 days significantly thins the blood, reducing the risk of clots, and lowers fat in the blood that can cause blockages."

awesome!

sunday is rotting on computer day.
i should start creaking and doing my work.

torn

sometimes,you'd wished that you had company and hoped that you had more talking time.but when you get stuck in mud...no matter how waddle,you still had mud splots on you and its so darn difficult to get rid of it.and your mother gets so disappointed in you!

gahh...why did i get stuck in this situation in the first place...