okay,all have been said bout the spat of theft cases and my fucking suay pencilbag!
can they make it clear before taking anything....stationaries.pls,theyre essential to a sec 4..its not worth...its really not intentional,cause i really need those pens and stuff...for wad steal them when there are so much more valuables present...wtf...why not get into fights,riots or get caught smoking den get banned and suspeneded and caned..isnt that more worth.....wad are they thinking man...and they chose the wrong group to mess with cause we have a superwoman who will stand her grounds and do anything to get her things back.

but you know wad,i pity them actually,but,well,it a pencilcase,why so suay get caught on tape with it...and the sight of the cane landing,it aint good


school's not been good.teachers are starting to cane ppl who dont do work..scarely j woo summon the cane sia.....

and the teachers all getting so worked up...


fffff....till friday...gonna continue on ss,fuck that subject.can i not use it for poly..eff eff eff...

since everyone is saying my post are down and condeming myself,i feel that i shld psot better and happeir things.

in school,did gym,stupid.dragged all the way into evening,claiming that friday is wild day!

stupid assembly,why must all the graduating classes attend the briefing when they are not even going for the walk

mugging day again tmr

went to justin's for haircut,really good..undefinable on the computer..see for yourself on monday.

really great wkend mugging...queensway cluster almost done,left with the essay,cedar amaths..left lots of qns undone...tmr is another day of mugging....tired!

nothing much to say. havent got much to comments.mug mug mug..i want to go out and catch the simpsons next wk...

finally another chance to use the com...
there's ce yan tmr,so sian....

actually wanted to write about the article i saw on sunday times last wk..but i think i dont have the rights to comment bout it...wad is the worst thing to be in life than a follower...you suck up to other people's butt and help them clear up the shit and the worst thing is tht you dont have your own midset and the things you wanna do.....it just sucks...where has all the fucking dignity gone...down the drain?or eaten by dogs.....you see i just cant seem to change myself..you know when i try to not be bullied by others,i just feel that im acting very anti towrds them..or maybe its not my usual self...and look,today in the lab,i was trying to "be my new self"and evina said that i was attacking her and being hostile....wtf....ahh,i dont want to be a follower for every other thing....i want to be recognised...ahh....

i dunno if the viewrs understand wad im trying to say,at least one person that i relate to understands but somehow he doesnt know the solution....why is that so difficult to change...

if i dont change i cant survive in the outside world..i must be street-smart and learn to twist certain situations...and be above all at least for some of the time...


and the teachers are all pressing us...look how tormented we were after bio today...i guess to some scoldings would never work,so he might have tried to use softer methods....and i suppose everyone got the msg...and evina was like,you saw that...so sad for him..cause c was like gonna tear..and for shit we kena shellled during chem lessons....does he expect all to answer his qn...

and mr lim was pressin everyone for the maths clusters..so many..and i kept asking stupid qns....or maybe i shld shut when i have nothing to say other than maths...


the world is more than meets the eye."i guess you study too much,triplescience guy, go experience the world more man."
"i was like you last time,until i realise how innocent i was"
"gonna waste my life after Os"

shit!

had a rather good day today...spend the sat morning doing bio essay
shit...and just when i was telling eugene wad ivan asked chan ytd...he called me..hah,think he read my lips thats wad eugene presumed.

cause i was like.
eh,ivan ytd ask..mr chan want to eat chicken anot...den was like..lol..

well,bought the quinoa today...really small,dunno if its okay to cook it like wad i think..
good not some of it is peeling off the husk...good.

and the price differnce is like so much'
coldstorage stocks it for like 3 times the price where i got it....and the shop auntie was like so surprised that i asked bout this keen wah thingy...she asked me how i came to know this...and suggested how to go about cooking it..

very sian...anglican amaths havent finish...
still got so many things

you know,sometimes you get so dead tired that when you wake up in the morning you dont feel like going to school and everyday hoped that its a wkend..thats how i feel.
wheneever i wake up,i ask myself if its the wkends..

7 more wks....and so many people are chionging...look at my good fren...shit man.if i dun start i think i will not be able to catch up.

and i love fridays,the previous timetable was so good until it was changed...

hey deja vu my friend..
looks like i found a long lost buddy..wads matters most is the inside...my god
why are there such werid people around...
looks so super cool on the outside but inside he's like me..
i mean its just so fake!
its bad when you see such thinking among people,such pessist thinking,dread life much.i mean there's so much better things to do.think about your job and stuff
and i cant help but think that its real,there are such people around you,maybe just rght next to you while you are in the clinic or peeing next to you..its so airy-fairy....so non-ficitonal,i mean like some biographies....haiz....

i cant believe it....somebody explain wad clubbing is all about to me..Pls!
why people get so fascinated over it...man...

i think its time to get emo,start thinking about all the stuff that i have heard over the past few hours.....i think the world is so much bigger than wad i think...aiyoh,innocent boy!
if the world is so fake,i will do everything i can to save my life from this..and if nothing's left,well,lets waste it.

wk ended..
9 more wks..thats what i been hearing.didnt really go count exactly.

gonna watch the ultimate transformers which was rated so high by so many people later.

convincing me to serve the unit...you may think how enthu im till the last moment,but you are not me,you do not understand.
and its not because of the CCA,maybe its bcs of this hostile environment that made me this way...maybe its how this made those saf people dread their service...its shit..
when people do not work with you
and organising something is like pulling the leg off someone.

those ppl are dont understand how tough it is,till they gone thru...its mixed feelings...
and for those that read that 40th specials for the SAF day..maybe its bcs of the media..that publicised it..made it out like a fairytale and how so many think back with so many fond memories....ahh i dunno...maybe i shldnt care so much..maybe i'll just dig this up another time and think.

is long hair really that great..
are those things really that impt.
or are those things exxagerated by the dictatorship of our school.