think and think and think and think.
i have been taking some things for granted,not putting an eyelid into some matters and putting my heart into doing them.and i need to be more conscious,(been saying that) of things around me.sigh

teochew muah at maxwell..

letdown

term's gonna end and i have just been getting eggcited over my techniques.
and today's actually the first time my mum asked me about my race when i got home.after 2 years.

and stamina's dropping.in no time i will have no difference from an average joe.

two separate entities

one deserves recognition.even if just this much effort.
the other shows a part of me in the past.
and the marks they borne,its really heart-breaking.

tell me how,help me say the words out loud.

brian mcknight back at one
shania twain-from this moment on
超級星光大道
air supply

Spontaneous human combustion

-its very irritating to say sorry everytime something goes wrong on the vessel.
-i found out i miss morning sessions these days when i were to complain all about it taking up my time in the past
-i feel assured now that my team is coming back:)
-i need to quest for retro food.can't keep going to bitchan and amk central and having fast foods and food courts.
-i don't want to talk about the rest.feels depressing anyway

-internship sucks away your rowing time
-athlete have pronounced level of libido
-aircon have detrimental effects on your skin,including the outbreak of pimples
-RNA work is a nuisance
-local radio stations have such outstanding viewership,resulting in the same old songs being played everyday.
-chinatown and robertson quay has many old world rustic charms
-PA HQ is like Jurassic Park,easy to get in,cool to be inside,tough to get out.
-i cannot stand being at the same place,doing the same thing over and over again in order to achieve results.i need to move around,interact with people and learn about new things that i can sense and see with my naked eyes.
-girls are the bane of existence.wonder why God created them.they like to act cute whenever they're happy,put up a stuck up attitude when they are pissed,always telling you another thing when you are talking about something else to them.God knows what else they are capable of doing when they are in the mood.
-scientist are weird people.they have a certain sense of humour unique to them.

downfall

can't help me think that this word is staring at me from all spaces,every moment i look at some symbolism of canoeing.i know its not possible to control every aspect of things,but i feel so not in control when i'm not around.especially at times like this when everyone else is not around,doing their internships.sigh,really depressing.makes me look as though i have not done enough or good enough as the others,even though they are doing pretty well in the eyes of some.its just not that standard,that optimum standard yet.wtv.i'm going to try again

where'd you go

attachment/internship/itp starts officially tomorrow!
don't know whether to be happy or sad.
but one thing's for sure,i'm gonna miss the team.people like samuellieweijun,bennytanjianrong,kokyonghao,chewzhangjia,yeoyeehwee and lastly,master lim.
my relationship with the juniors have also grown better.(i believe in you guys for njcc,just do your best)
and i hope the team isn't led to demise by me this year.had been thinking about d-e-m-i-s-e the past few days.and i really cannot continue relying on alumnis,people like jeff/merv/timo/fy anymore.i just have to learn some things...

and A's results have been released.thats for all you wannaenterjcbutdidntmanagetoemokids!in your face!sigh

Who can i turn to in times like this?