拯救大行动

past few days i have been spending quite alot of time in the toilet.shitting.enjoying the time which i took to expel those swirls of stools.likening the situation to being serendipity:)

i'm so tired of studying.mol gen.looking forward to applied micro,but don't know whether still got gas anot.

and i want to watch my name is khan.somebody says its speech is made up of a fukking swirl of english and hindi?but the only cinemas that seem to be available are so far away.

and i got to see the botaks over the weekends.they look damn burnt.and i'm quite (sad?should this be the word?) that i'm not joining them on the island resort.they all seem damn happy doing this right now,although i'm sure that they really hope that pee-ohh-peee date comes faster..

alright.i'm really bored

pretty ugly for a pair of clowns.
training was SUUUPEERRB today-.-
wind was kns.looks like a five day break could really drop things.on the other hand,had a pretty good talk regarding things about the nearing holidays today.rare sight to see him all geared up in running shoes.and best of all,DB is possible for this MR!!!
and its amazing how much free time i can take for morning rows this exam week.although i gotta work hard to keep myself awake and study after it.
oh wells,gotta keep myself in sync for the next few weeks,before attachment calls:O

cny's pretty much over.
got to pick up those worn flying shoes(percy's flying converse),and try to run again!
at least i have the rest of 300+ more days to look forward to:)
and the fact that i'm underperforming as a role model/senior,depresses me.
workaholic.sigh..how i wished i had ADHD like percy:(
how i wished i could stay in the water and feel like nothing ever happened and that i feel the most comfortable around some things/people.

Time grabs you by the wrist; directs you where to go.

finally,done with freaking biostats.-.-
and fyp's grouping are more/less confirmed.
training's been inconsistent of late.i needa find a way to communicate with everyone else.seems like i'm getting alittle too slack with them.O.o(im so gonna get sliced when they sees this)

on the other hand,i'm looking forward to the next few days.Woohoo!chionging time.steamboat time:)

but time and time again

steel plate in leg,strained elbow,bruised kneecap.what's next?
i regretted,truly,not putting my heart into knowing them well enough,when i was still green.Now that everyone else had their own place in the team,and some leaving and going,i wonder when all four of us will be down again,at the same place,on the same day,doing the same plan;probably never again.
after all these time,after all the damn heavy weights gym works with an chun.and tuesday's land training with beeny,and gems lessons with nigel,i realised that winning them over in sprints/time trials/10km is not a big deal.As a matter of fact,the big deal is when you actually enjoy the sprint/10km/time trials and you know that you could catch up with them and even if you couldn't you wouldn't mind,and you'd push yourself and try to catch up.Even if you lose,you'd still feel happy inside.Happy because you didn't blame anyone when you're slow.Happy because you truly put in effort in what you are doing.Happy because you attended anger management and put your skills to the test:)

alright,exams are nearing.and cny clothes,man,i really wanna buy somemore,but there is little money left in the till:(
and i really wanna go out and enjoy myself and put away the books for a day.but i can't,cause there's 3 papers next week:(

and live in hilltop houses drivin' fifteen cars

think about it yourself.imagine yourself living in one of those maisonettes along sixth ave/thomson area/telok kurau,inviting all your friends to your house,having steamboat dinner or just a simple gathering.take photos and have fun;in the process,though you might not be aware that you are actually spending one of the best days in your life,at that exact moment,and no matter what you do,what you try to salvage or implement,that you can never replicate the exact situation,people,food,friends,times,places ever again.
give some thought over it?

reminder:instant noodles elimination,eat more carbs.