but time and time again

steel plate in leg,strained elbow,bruised kneecap.what's next?
i regretted,truly,not putting my heart into knowing them well enough,when i was still green.Now that everyone else had their own place in the team,and some leaving and going,i wonder when all four of us will be down again,at the same place,on the same day,doing the same plan;probably never again.
after all these time,after all the damn heavy weights gym works with an chun.and tuesday's land training with beeny,and gems lessons with nigel,i realised that winning them over in sprints/time trials/10km is not a big deal.As a matter of fact,the big deal is when you actually enjoy the sprint/10km/time trials and you know that you could catch up with them and even if you couldn't you wouldn't mind,and you'd push yourself and try to catch up.Even if you lose,you'd still feel happy inside.Happy because you didn't blame anyone when you're slow.Happy because you truly put in effort in what you are doing.Happy because you attended anger management and put your skills to the test:)

alright,exams are nearing.and cny clothes,man,i really wanna buy somemore,but there is little money left in the till:(
and i really wanna go out and enjoy myself and put away the books for a day.but i can't,cause there's 3 papers next week:(