this is as good as dead.
update when there's things on my mind.
right now.its almost empty up there^^^^^

come and go.

one's not completed.another comes along.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.wts is this.

You want to stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
Now I've gotten in too deep
For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart

You already waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean
I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might call you from my heart

But it might me a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Gonna come out anyway

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

'Cause you give me something
That makes me scared, alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
'Cause someday I might know my heart
Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

i miss those times.at least i wouldn't have to think so much,about the repercussions caused by my actions.don't have to organise,do sk.and interpret how others feel about me.Its just so annoying,that sensation that lingers along your trend of thoughts.i could try ignoring,but i wouldn't wanna destroy another fragile tie forged since the past few months.sigh.i should just stop relying on people and get things done by myself.

think and think and think and think.
i have been taking some things for granted,not putting an eyelid into some matters and putting my heart into doing them.and i need to be more conscious,(been saying that) of things around me.sigh

teochew muah at maxwell..

letdown

term's gonna end and i have just been getting eggcited over my techniques.
and today's actually the first time my mum asked me about my race when i got home.after 2 years.

and stamina's dropping.in no time i will have no difference from an average joe.

two separate entities

one deserves recognition.even if just this much effort.
the other shows a part of me in the past.
and the marks they borne,its really heart-breaking.

tell me how,help me say the words out loud.