i must say.i have been very stressed,over trainings.i can't believe it,its just days into the holidays and i feel myself overwhelmed by the amount of trainings.its not that i can't accept.but,it's sorta like breathing down my neck already.maybe i need to plan out a list of what i wanna do this holidays.then maybe i wont be procrastinating everyday on why training is taking so much time.

i know the amount of trainings i have to clock.and i know it when i'm suppose to go down,the fact that training everyday...just lands me into thinking space again.hai.