fatigue

it just started to pour outside.

how i wish i can sleep right now,i'd just lay flat on my bed.i havent been so tired for awhile.and the past few days took my strength away very quickly.

life hasnt been good.looks like i'm gonna screw up again this semester.

exams in a week.and then its holidays.

i so wanna talk to someone about my fears,the right person,but it seems like i'm keeping them to myself instead.like i can't openly talk about it,and not feeling bad/awkward/lousy/embarrassing/lowly after that.