That everything would be like it was before

sit bus till ass cramps.think about things that make you smile to yourself and say"hey,i got it!haha,its not that bad afterall"

temporal satisfication.at the end of the day,its still you who have to slog off yourself and think about all those things that come crashing down on your when you are at your emotionally-weakest point.

two papers.one more huge bigass before everyday training starts:)