its a rainy sunday.
and it sucks.big time.although venue still has long queues due to their big promotions.
its so sad seeing orchard drenched in rain.with wet grounds.and few crowds..maybe,its better this way.low peak period.and the retailers have a breathing time.time to do their annuals.

and its weird.like how i spoke to sz just now.and how i told him about shopping at queens.
and how he asked how i was.and how i was frank to him about it.about how much i thought and worry.
nowadays,i wonder why arent i the same as other average guys out there.i dont see them worry excessively and they just tend to forget stuff so easily.i dont know why i cant be like that.
why i worry so much about things that just wont seem to happen.maybe it was how i was raised.like how i use to abide by rules in primary school and how i used to listen to my teachers so much.
and i remembered how i used to sat beside the teacher in kindergarten.and how i listened to her so much,as if i can her pet.and this lasted for the whole semester.and somehow,i didnt mind..its weird.


All day
Staring at the ceiling
Making friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
That I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
I'm feeling like I'm headed for a
Breakdown
I don't know why
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me
Talking to myself in public
Dodging glances on the train
I know
I know they've all been talking 'bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong
With me
Out of all the hours thinking
Somehow
I've lost my mind
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little impaired
I know right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I been talking in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're taking me away
I'm not crazy, I'm just a little unwell
I know, right now you can't tell
But stay awhile and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Hey, how I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
How I used to be