this is the worst series of diarrhoea i ever had....i felt like visitng the toilet in like 1 or 2 hrs..really bad..and it aint enjoyable as once i sit down,it will take like 5 mins to completely flush out the contents..awwww

and i just completed day 1 of the confident communicator...not that bad but EU was better...though there were more kids around..this was significantly more matured-based and content-based....the speakers were not as pushy as in EU and we had to do more writing..and wad makes me glad was that i felt really good being able to be accepted by those in my group..i feel really blessed and im gonna make good use of this oppurtunity cause most of the time,im rarely noticable and rarely speak up..tmr's gonna be a better day..i believe..and i will get to know more people around..

wad is mindchamps encouraging when singapore is a place where people criticise and make you feel inferior and wants you to reflect on your actions.why do those aussies and new zealanders keep pushing you to be more confident in yourself and express yourself more freely,when people talk bad and complain bout you when you aint around or speak about eh you suck and you think you very friendly,act only.and eh,why he keep hanging out with that girl.he like her ah...all these kind of things..

awaiting day 2.....