people often say that my blog entries are saddening and negative.and this doesnt mean that im pissed

i reply,life's like that..

hmm...i dunno why im blogging now,but its reluctance to sleep,cant slp.gotta finish up my unfinished stuff..my bio and maths.

wads gonna happen when skl reopens...i havent prepared myself for all the drastic stuff yet..and i can feel myself changing,not really focused on my stuff....
now the most worrying thing is the humans i guess..everything else is within reach...i hope...