been bugged by my conscience all of a sudden,maybe after reading other ppl's blog ba..
its seems so fast,after saying all that i wanna do for my unit and stuff,and now that alex's is back.,well,i have to reconsider my decision?

but there are time a leader has to stand up for what he believe and push on

its just that tough,ppl won't listen to you.its just like this,thats why the unit needs people like me,a scapegoat,a fool who believes others easily and most of all a very gullible specialist that tries his very best.
the point now is to nurture the next batch.i may have to plan a camp very soon.and it aint my first,i believe its doable,at least much easier than ubin,haiz,thinking bout it just makes me feel so miserable...i've made my point to someone,and its disappointing to see someone fail and all shrivel up rite infront.haiz......

trust me, solve all issues in sec 3 asap, when u reach sec 4, your time will be more cramped..

haiz...