its tuesday.friday is part c imt.

guess another demerite for us.


had a full dinner and thought of this.
our body is like a powerhouse,how much we eat depends on our stomach,and eventually they will be digested and excreted..the more we put in,the more it works,much like muscles,and after getting used to the same stuff everyday,once in a while you chow down much more stuff and it gets way uncomfortable and its tries as hard to work..


very metaphorical,very chim,i know..just that recent times dun permit me to have deep thoughts.

maybe i'll just nid another"leng jing qi" just to sort out my own stuff,allow my own thinking to be rejuvenated and well? feel well...

CT and tests coming down alr.
and im actually aiming for a poly but due to some serious considerations.well,may have to tot it all over again.

im very kiasu and i know you cant have eveything you want.

i wanna aim for SAF scholarship.
i wanna earn a degree in faster ways than others.
i wanna go OCS
i wanna go TP biotech course and so just bcs of aquaculture module.

but i dun nid big bucks in later part of my life,just my passion and a sum of money that i can live off and at the same time give my parents.

maybe these thoughts are all temporary,maybe after few yrs or more my thinking may change.well,its tough and not easily understood.maybe someday all these kiasusim may be changed bcs of my changed thinking.

its just not easy....