Dilemma

i have no idea why.but sometimes,i do feel quite lost in my class.probably because its like an all english environment.
Having been through secondary school with splatters of mandarin and singlish in my clique.Its quite different when i suddenly get thrown into an all english environment.No,i don't mean that i cannot cope,but afterall,mandarin is my mother tongue and i find it more comfortable to correlate something to people in chinese.
i really miss mr chua's lessons.and with jw dozing beside my desk and the idioms and ways mr chua expresses.sigh.
wang shi zhi neng hui wei.

and the thought of somethings really bother me,like during maths today..wahlao...