Love Actually

Caught this movie yesterday night over channel 5.it went on all the way till 1 plus in the morning i guess.but i switched the TV off shortly after 1am.cause of paddling the next morning.Well,i slept only for like 4 hours+.but overall its quite an awesome movie.Comedy wise its really good.But somehow i found that the thick british accent can be quite tough to follow,especially when they speak too fast.but around 40 minutes or an hour into the show,i can roughly figure out somehow,who the characters were and such.
the flick mainly comprises of a few groups of people interconnected to each other somehow.But i pretty much liked Keira Knightly's part,whereby her husband's friend was secretly in love with her.and how he confessed and such.Its so consoling,maybe you can say its dwelling in my own wreckage.And how he mentioned the self-preservation thing.

Got this from wiki.
Self preservation is part of an animal instinct that demands that the organism survives.Pain and fear are parts of this mechanism. Pain causes discomfort so that the organism is inclined to stop the pain. Fear causes the organism to seek safety and may cause a release of adrenaline which has the effect of increased strength and heightened senses such as hearing, smell, and sight.

Maybe you can say that this is essential in my life:O

And i was at shop & save with teamies when they secretly were trying to browse through ST for the movie listings when the interview with Rui En caught my eye.Came back home and decided to go through it.It didn't occur to me that she so much a loner though.
And it struck me suddenly,when i was bathing(at the strangest of timings) that when a person ages,the ability to take loneliness and the mindset to be by oneself seems to depreciates.People thrist for companionship and like me,i want a larger social circle.But at the end of the day,it somehow goes back to point 0,where you began,started.Oh wells,maybe its emotional therapy.or such.