first 19yo post

okay.its kinda expected tho.
have been enjoying myself the past two days,trainings hard and going out with friends,esp for those enlisting soon.looks like its kinda tough to meet hard after their heads turn into shiny disco balls.

it seems like a terrible thing,counting down the years of your life.big ole nineteen.
events which happened two years ago still remains pretty clear in my mind.i wish i could just party/work/play so damn hard that i forget about all the events which had occured.
But,anyway,life's gotten better these days.
Canoeing has come a long way for me,especially SPCT,things changed ever since i joined them for frequent dinners after trainings/town days.
biotech became bullshit after my life became canoeing.looks as if my parents were paying for holidays>study.and i haven't got the faintest idea of what's the most ideal job after grad.definitely,aquarium shopkeeper is out of the idea.underwater world still sound pretty good though.

the future's so unspeakable,but it aint distant anymore...