repercussions

ask yourself honestly. is this what you want. can you live with your choice?
if you wanna decide. choose now. make up your mind. the more you drag the harder it will be to conclude.

i stumbled upon this phrase somewhere.and i was asked this question,by someone,somebody,a while back.since i have given my assurances and made my decision,i shouldn't regret it.somehow,2 years is really a lot of time.to be frank,i couldn't bear to see it being torn apart,once and again shredded.but i'm afraid,at the same time.what if i made a wrong decision,i know many whom have made wrong decisions,i know there really aren't much second chances in life.and since i have done so many things which made me regret so much for so long,i seriously hope that the really major decisions that i take after my 18th birthday will not affect me in my later life.i know i havent really been making big decisions in my life before.the accidental bio lessons which i took up in sec 3(cause i wanna do bio in jc/tertiary),the HCL lessons which i opted for in sec 2(cause it allowed me to have 2 points deduction in my raw score for O levels,and it allowed me to skip chinese in JC,which it eventually didnt work out).all these left me out in my clique,i could have played soccer with them everyday after school,defiaced school rules,but i chose to be a nerd.
and,3 more years of being tied down,will not really make much of a difference i guess.and things are getting way to complicated.time just gets more entangled.