hmm,you know something
its strange.whenever i decides and takes a rest...maybe a week or less,maybe two days.and inevitably,whenever tuesday or saturday's core training comes round.i will somehow have to force myself to attend it.its like wah 1 week liao.cui liao.
and while on the other hand,i am struggling,mentally and psychologically with myself,trying to ravage those imbecile thoughts that purge me almost constantly,(proving that i almost everytime overwork my brains).those thoughts are real,can kill.i don't want to end up going for conuselling sessions like back in ntss.an accidentally phrase...imagine a psycho athelte...