eh,canoeing your hobby ah?

so.after its all said and done.
sports is STILL something that requires your own passion.
then again...what about people that says ah shit.i cant kope..my grades like shit..sorry.needa study..but again..you came poly to study right.but yeah.
so the end point.you like it.has passion for it.you will find ways to cope with it.his doesnt pertain to whatsoever reasons that might affect you otherwise.

and after so much wondering.i finally agreed with the point that jw told me ages ago that,aiya adults and us like people in the same way one la.just that theirs include making out.and its true you see.many people see one another and fall for each other.just like how sec 2 or those sec 3 kias.its the same.just that the way they see things.financially more stable?maybe dress sense abit...other than that still the same way.
and friends too.they are closer to those whom they always hangout.unless you say its those old schoolmates that aiya,long time no see.go drinking leh kind.if not,well,its uh.you not going?come la,bring your family along.uh cannot.aiya then nvm,see you lor kind.
it practically functions the same way.

and i miss alot of things.
i missed working in nff.at least i still have extra bucks to spare when i need them.i miss communicating with the kakis there.i miss interacting with people.i think i'm degrading on this point.makes me..umm.less confidence in speaking up and talking.