cny is fast approaching..very fast.
so must be in happy mood=D.

i've been thinking too much
somehow,i just feel that i havent had my piece of fun.not done with it..i havent got sick of hanging out at far east yet.
i havent got sick of acting ah beng in my class,by bursting empty packet drinks in the canteen by stamping them on the ball of my feet.
by swearing man hell lots.and talking broken ah beng english.and sitting kiao ka along the round tables metal wieldings.
and i havent made fun enough of nigel by tehing his nipples halfway during lessons.and listening him making fun of bio teacher aka mo beng face.and see him laughing at the maths lecturer's hair.
and all those stupid things that he did to amuse people..

i think i will miss all these..when term really starts.and they will fall back into memory.just like many other things in my life.

okay,deprived childhood!


emo season is over.think positive!
this last song.which i find it very impressive tonight.



Only two more days, until your birthday
Yesterday was mine
You'll be turning five
I know what it's like, growing up without your father in your life
So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And I hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Maybe someday
you'll really get to know me
not just FROM letters read to you
I pray I get the chance
To make it up to you
We got a lot of catching up to do

So I pretend, I'm doing all I can
And hope someday you'll find it in your heart

To understand
Why I'm not around
And forgive me for not being in your life

I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Remember waiting there to find nothing at all
I remember waiting
For you to come
Remember waiting
For you to call
Waiting there to find nothing at all

Forgive me!
I'm so sorry!
I will make it up to you....