nothing much these days,practically like wasting away at home except during lunches where i go out to have my meals.

went to lavender tdae for my lunch,had roasted duck rice.
it look kinda normal from the outside but it aint norm..it came wif a soup,dried vegies.lol...was knida surprised cause they didnt serve these at the shop below my hse....was lol...
i like visiting these dying places,where uncles forage and have their coffeebreaks and have a hearty meal.though rundown,i feel that the food's worth it.so much xin shi goes into preparing the food that you can actually feel,that hes not only serving you the food.

sometimes it s kinda LOL and kinda insane for me and myself to hop on and ride the bus around and dropping wherever i like..i get stares,LOL....
i believe, that by doing this,i can spend some time by myself,alone...thinking...and enjoying.at least by myself..all by myself.

its kinda weird.
i saw a usual scene tdae on the bus that i hopped.
an auntie tried to help a granny,told her a shorter route to get to this specific place,and this auntie was greeted with a nasty reply...tiam tiam....
maybe its human nature,maybe its the old people's thinking.

sometimes,we reach out to help others,lend a helping hand,maybe we would not have helped to their destination,but we have allow them a "de-tour" or maybe be a saint in one part of their life.

It's good to have an end to journey towards; but it is the journey that matters, in the end.