what if you found out that the thing you were looking for was never there at all.
and you had been trying to find it,rather anxiously.and had placed all confidence and ears on it and you never felt skeptical about anything about it,all along,until this one day,when you found out that it was never really there at all,in the first place,in the end.
all along,you had been playing your own tune and singing to your own melodies,smiling to yourself thinking how symphonic they sound,to you,and when others ask you about your tunes,you give them a smile and ignore their suggestions for a better piece.